sarah7855
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My dog died in October too, no-one in our family of six has been the same since. When you love some-one or something, there is a whole in your heart that will be missing forever. Lucky(our lab) died in our home....from old age I watched him laying on the floor suffering for the last hour of his life, shaking and wheezing with every drawn in breath. I screamed because my heart was in so much pain watching him go. I have four children and I love being a mother. It is what I do best and the only way I can reconcile what happened between Casey and little Caylee is to believe that Casey is soul-less, with a cold cold heart. But I am loving and I teach my children to forgive, and I am sure I could find it in my heart to forgive Casey if she came clean and told the truth. It is not my job to judge.
I am sorry for your loss :blowkiss:
I've watched a family dog die in front of me too, and it's a horrible experience. I'll never forget it. I can only hope that Casey feels that same terrible, horrible, wretched feeling, somewhere deep inside of her soul, for what she did to Caylee. I'd like to think that I could someday find it in myself to forgive her if she were to ever come clean, but another part of me thinks that'll never happen. As a mother, looking at the precious face of that little tiny baby and thinking of what Casey saw and thought as she did such horrible things to her, her baby, the child she carried...no, I don't think I'll ever forgive her. You are a much better person than me.
God, poor baby Caylee. It just hits you over and over, no matter how much you think you are used to the thought of what happened to her. It's so sad.