I forgot there was to be a presser at 11 today. I was in my kitchen doing dishes, with the tv on in the next room. I looked over and saw a breaking news red banner and info scrawling on the bottom revealing the update that you are all talking about now. Not a positive outcome. I got goosebumps and chills instantly and started crying. I mean we all pretty much knew this was likely and odds were highly against them finding them alive, but to see it in print just felt like a sucker punch in the gut to me. I feel sick. I pray they find them today... I am thinking of trying to get a couple girlfriends on a "team" with me here and cook up some food to take to the searchers later. I cant undertake that entirely myself, too much food, dishes, etc would be needed but if I can get a few in on it we could pull it off. I want to help in some way, but I definitely can't go out there searching for their bodies, I just cant bring myself to do it, I couldn't take it..