I cant begin to imagine what her family is going through and pray I never will know. I can tell you just based on my passed when I have been in stressful situations I cant look back and tell you exactly how things happen things begin to get foggy but seem so clear and its so confusing. I know this is going to be not accepted by others but I had to put my cat down unexpectedly back in Nov that same day I had to fly out to Utah for my Grandmas funeral with my lack of sleep that week and stress from the whole picture I dont know exactly what is 100 % reality. I was having nightmares with in a month that havent stopped and those nightmares seem like reality I question if something happened how I remember. The guilt I have about it all I notice when I am talking with others I have extreme guilt and its totally how I took Lisa bring up Jessica going to Leah's.
IMO she feels guilt for doing it and just is not ready to be completely open with out suppressing those painful thoughts. Something Jessica was saying/doing/acting was already causing an issue in her daily life if it lead to her Mom reaching out to LE. Maybe Jessica was willing to go there willingly to get away from a situation in hopes the wind would just blow over with whatever it was. Lisa might not have a lot of answers as others would but maybe Jessica felt as if she were protecting her mother.
AA's story about the clocks being off an hour lines up with when Lisa said she left. IMO at 6:48p.m. when Lisa said she last talked to Jessica if the attack was already unfolding I do not believe she would have answered her phone nor would have any red flags have gone off if Jessica didnt answer her call.
you sound like you have PTSD. and JC's mom would as well for sure. it's a good explanation for her answers. I hope you find some support and relief from your grief. I've been through cats and grandmas dying at the same time and it can definitely cause trauma or trigger underlying traumas.