22nd may 2008
8.37 am good luck at your interview. Good luck hug from me and the little one.
9.28am haha youre too funny
11.40 am- eh not great. Did you already have your interview?
11.42 am ah the suspense is killing me.
11.51 am good. You shouldnt be.
1.53pm why not leave it?
1.55 pm- Its prob pretty impressive
1.59 pm - Yeah makes sense.
5.27 pm do you work tonight?
23RD MAY
- Do we have a time to look at the place today?8.41am I'll have to let you know when I get back from the doctors. I gave caylee my cold
- And your bruised rib? I didnt think those were contagious!poor baby.give her a hug for me.
8.46am at least her ribs are good haha. I know I feel terrible. I gave her some amy love.
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Good luck
- Dude. So yesterday Will teexted me saying he thought we should have sex. I texted back what? No response. He is my friend and I dont know if he was serious.
11.17am oh boy.as nice as it is for casual sex...with a friend is never easy.ric and I had it out bad yesterday. I'm never making that mistake again.
- Yeah i'm not about that. It screws stuff up.
11.19 am - big time. Stupid doctor. Waiting sux
- I'm under a table. Want to trade places?
11.30.haha in a heartbeat
- you have to keep your cold tho. Thats not part of the deal.
11.32 am - haha .damn what about the bruised rib?
- yours too I'm afraid. This is a positionary change only. And yes, I believe I just made up a word.
11.34 thats awsome. You crack me up
- I do my best. So after the show I' going to go home and shower. I'll just nap til we go.
11.41 sounds good. I'll be stuck here forat least another hour. So many kids
- well stop giving your kid colds! Geez! The show is about to end. I'll be here another 30-35 min. whatever works. Keep me posted
11.51. i'm trying! This is the first time she has ever gotten sick. We made it almost three yrs. I'll let you know.
- Its all good. You did well! 3 years is a good run. I'm totally flexible, whatever happens whenever.
11.56 - I tried. Thanks love.
12.54pm - what do you have planned for this w/end?
- Shows from 1230 to 930 tom, 1230 to 6 sun. tonight 5.30 to 9.30. no other plans. Why?
12.58pm if i'm healthy lets do something.nothiing crazy.i'm not really sure yet.
- Sounds good. I've been feeling more chill lately anyway. I go through periods of time where i'm wanting to party then chill times.
1.02pm - nothng wrong with that.i'm the same way.is definitely chill time.
- It's good timing since its moving time soon.
1.05pm -exactly and we're all supposed to be saving for this trip.
- True that.
3.47 pm - I officially have no respect for ricardo.itruely dont. I'm so sick of him thinking he's right about everything.he knows nothing about me or nor does he care.
3.59 pm - I dont think I can be friends with him anymore. I really dont
- just up froma nap. What happened? And whats with going to look at that place?
4.02pm - i'm honestly not feeling up to doing anything now. I dont want to keep putting it off but its going to have to b e laterthis w/end.
- I cant now anyway. Got to shower and go back to work. I just need to know you are serious about it. I have a date looming where I wont have a home and I need to know where i'm going soon. Its scarey.
4.03 pm we cant keep fighting. Yeasterday carried over into today and I cant deal with him disrespecting me constantly. We cant talk to each other unless its in person.its ridiculous.
- So keep it in person for now. You cant bounce back and not expect whiplash. Its takes time. 4.07pm - trust me.i'm serious. I've been to this house 4 times already. I'm pretty set.i asked the homeowner to wait til the end of the month so I can get everything this warranted.
- O.k I totally trust you, just wanted to make sure. I've never been in this position before. I dont like it.
4.07 pm - ng settled
4.10pm he blames me to jumping on him when he cant answer a simple question without an 'I dont know'
- Thats Ricardo tho.
4.10 pm - I know him! I'm going to get it done and done right
4.12 pm -well if he calls me a ***** again we cant be friends. I'm serious. I have nevern argued like this with someone outside my family and at least then it was
- Love you tons. Shower time tho, then work.
4.13pm -love you too!thanksd for hearing me out. Be careful!
- Let things go with Ricardo for a while. Dont talk to him for a bit. N ot childishly of course. But in a group setting be civil and otherwise let the friendship coast back to a normal speed on its own. I'm feeling very metaphorical today.
4.27 pm - you are very metaphorical today. I'm just not talking to him period.if I want to at some point, I will.i'm really done woith all of it.
- I'm sorry love. That sucks. No metaphor. It plain sucks.
4.30 pm - it does. Do me a favour and dont talk to him about it. No sense in getting in the middle of us both being idiots.
- I never would. Its not my place. Everything you tell me about him is between us. 4.32 pm - I know and I appreciate it
- Hugs. Now a drive to work. Fridays later if you are up for it?
4.36 pm - text me when you get out. I'll talk to my momma. I thinkl I need it..
- Thats what I was thinking.
4.38 pm - I know I cant drink but talking always helps.
- Exactly. And Fridays always has a good vibe. Its been known to have healing powers...the vibe that is and mentally
4.43 pm - this is true
7.48pm - I'm going to stay home. Raincheck for tomorrow night? I already cleared it with my Madre. I'm going to bed early.
7.49 pm -repeat above message.
- Awesome Tom it is! Get sleep!.
7.49 pm - Oh I am
24th MAY 2008
- I had me some firefighter last night.
Pm Y ou are too funny!
2:47pm -What did we want to do tonight?
- Well...we could do Fridays or something of the like. Did you want to do dinner? At the moment i'm not feeling like drinking , but that may change. I dont remember a whole lot of last night. Which makes me very sad.
3:00pm I'm not drinking till i'm off my medication so I will be a few weeks. I'm down for whatever
Lets do dinner then. Its been forever since I've had a good sit down dinner. How do you feel about Olive garden or Outback?
Hows the kid doing with her cold?
5:51 pm- She's good. Barely sneezing anymore.
Good. Poor kid! I'm excited for tonight. So what are we thinking for food?
10.10pm- Where are ya?
- On my way. There was a puppy
10.11pm - Awesome. C u soon
10.31pm - Theres a lot of good man meat here
Your car is safe. Have fun. He is totally the hottest guy there. Sorry i'm such a bum! Darn sex I dont remember making me tired. Have fun at least? *************CHECK?
- - Home!Bed!
25th MAY 2008
10.51 am - So the cops came about 1.15 and broke up the party. How bittersweet.
- That sucks! I got home and fell asleep before I even figured out what was on adult swim. I was actually very tired. Have fun at least?
10:56 am - It was a lot of fun. I'm glad I finally got to c tony. He's a really sweet guy. And we kicked butt at beer pong. 3 and 0. did you have fun?i know you were exausted.
- Oh yeah. Thats why I left when I did. I was having fun but I wanted to go before that stopped.
10:59 am - Always a good idea. I'm still sleepy- 7hrs of great sleep!
- I'm totally ready for today !
11:01 am - Me too!
- So I think I have a great idea for this tape thing. I just have to go to walart or get some place to get a cheap tank top and skirt. That way I can tape up and cut it off and make a door for myself. I realized I will have to pee at some point!
1:21 pm - Haha. Thats a great idea
2:46 pm - you will officially see the american flag in all its glory tonight
- Nice! Im going to go to target to get the tank top. On sale for 6. want to go there with me? Or I can go there first.
2.50pm - you going right after work?
- unless I'm getting you first.
- Oh. And I have every intention of making out with a guy tonight. Its my goal.
2.57 pm- you will make out with someone tonight. Done deal
-Awesome
2.59pm - haha. oh I love ya girl!
6.26 pm - whacha singing?
- Wicked. Defying gravity
6.27 pm Nice
- My fav song
6.29 pm -Amazing song- great play
6.33 pm - Water number 4
6.36 pm - I'm taking this all the way to dean
- Okie! I didnt feel the darn texts!
6.37 pm - No worries
- I see you!
6.41 pm - I see you too
- He fills me with joy every day
6.47 pm- I like your monkey
6.49 pm -I love monkeys .theyre always so happy
26TH MAY 2008
9.13 pm - Hows work?
9.13pm - No call. I talked to iassen and got a lot of info. Funny how you can sometimes get closure from someone not even involved. Stupid boys. I'm glad that I bo(incomplete)
- Leaving in a sec. Mike is here hitting on a blonde at the bar. I'm waiting for a kid I'm taking home. Painful without cigs. I'm glad you got some closure tho.are you ok?
9.18 pm- again stupid boys. Haha. I'm great actually. Sitting around all day waiting made me realise that I am not that girl and Ive never been that girl. I defitour a game seriously
9.18 pm - ely dont ever want to be that girl . Enlightening.
-Yeah i'm doing a little of that too. Sadly for me I can no longer scope out a guy at a party and go for it. I dont really want to. But I miss that.
9.22 pm- Same here. I get young kids hitting on me now or friends and thats just weird. We seriously are going to have to rejoin the grown up scene.
- Yeah those boys were too young last night. Even the older ones I wasnt attracted to. This sucks. I really wants a guy. I've never had anything real.Jasen really truly loved me but didnt know how to act. I want that love in agood guy. I miss that love so much
9.30 pm - I'm right there with ya. Thats how Ryan was.I want to be able to share my time and love with someone and have it be special. No more boys. We need men
- Yeah. Now I feel like crying this sucks.
9.32pm - No crying! I did enough of that for the both of us last night! I love you hun. Keep your head up
- I know. I just had to sit and there for 20mins and hear him hit on that chick. It made me want a good guy. I just dont know where to find them. So house tom?
10.37pm - House tomorrow. And a good guy will find you. No looking...well...maybe a litle looking
- Its hard not to. So, yeah. I dont work til 6. totally free until then.
11.03 pm- Awesome I'm in at 6am and out around noon. I love my early mornings.
- Icky. Its funny. I'll work from 6pm til midnight..just let me know when. I'llmake sure i'm showered and stuff before noon so I can head over whenever. Dude I am so hoping Mike calls tonight so I can be like, what strike out with the blonde?
11.12 pm - Congrats on your 1st day without cigarettes. I am mucho mucho proud of you!
- Thanks. I miss them
11.13 pm - Sounds good. I hope the arsehole does try. He screwed up bad enough last night. He really isnt that smart. If youre gonna play a game and at least bring ynestly gave up on all hope of anything a long time ago. I miss my friend.
-Yeah well the kid gets wasted. Ah well, its funny when it comes down to it. Where do guys hang out? There has to be a place we just dont know about.
11.18 pm- They are always mixed in with the losses unfortunately. We will find them one way or another.
- Sigh. This game bites.
11. 20pm- Agreed. At least neither of us is alone! We will conquer this together.
- Yup yup.this weekend will be great. I'll just miss you. Weekends are when I see you.
11.25 pm- I know!Glad I'm only out of town for a couple of days and its next week. I'll just have to come up and flirt with some blonde bartender
- I need to work on my flirting skills!
11.27 pm- Maybe we really should speeddate. I think it would help us both a lot
- It sure couldnt hurt
11.29 pm - I will look into that at work in the morning. It will be fun and new.
- Go for it. At this point I'm willing to try anything
11.31 pm- Done and done. I'm ready for a nice guy to settle down with
Hear hear!
27TH MAY 2008
9.36 am - I have the biggest news, and I mean huge! I'll call you when I get done thisafternoon. Wow seriously amazingly awsome news! Hope the added suspense helps
- Totally! Way excited!
4.29 pm - When do you leave for tally?
- Sometime Friday
4.30 pm- Awesome I have a date that night! Tony just asked me out to dinner.
- Sweet! I'll be drunk hopefully
4.32 pm- Haha I maybe too. I think i'm going to his club that night to check it out.
- Sweet. I'm so excited for you. I think I might do some interweb dating. Maybe.
4.35 pm - I've been thinking the same thing. If a cute guy that I actually get along with wants to take me out to dinner, why not?
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Of course. More power to you. I want a guy to take me out. Its been years!
4.38 pm- Outside of ric its been far and few between for me too. Its like guys dont know how to treat a lady anymore
- Its the damn feminists I tell you
4.39 pm- Haha youre not kidding
- They wanted equality and they sure got it. Sadly the rest of us have to deal as well.
4.42 pm- Agreed. Sucks majorly
- Sigh. Showertime. Photos are up. Work time pm - Awesome. Thanks love
10.31 pm I almost feel bad because ric invited me over like 4 times. He decides now of all times...after I finally got closure with him to start showing me that he cares GRRR
- That bites hun. Just remember he does not want a relationship. He probably misses your friendship. Which he should. Just keep it in groups for now.
11.56pm - And I will. Its finally nice to know that he cares. Honestly...I'm completely over him
and that entire situation. I'm so glad! And...i just talked to tony for almost 2 hrs. He's worth getting to know, oddly enough.
- Good. That makes me happy for you. You certainly deserve it. I miss smoking.
28TH MAY 2008
12.00 am- Smoking is bad! Thanks though.Its nice to have a nice boy and I new friend. So...poor ric is sick! He has the flu
- Boys and friends are good. Poor ric thats what he gets for running away this weekend!
12.06am- Haha thats what I wanted to say!
- Almost home! Got dish soap and iron supplements. Got gas. Ten more minutes and home!12.26 am - I'm not online now, right?
- Not home yet silly!
12.26 am -Haha nevermind my text! Be safe!
- Always. Dude I almost broke down at work. When we cut to closers I had made 8 dollars. I was freaking out. I ended up with 60. but the summer will involve a lot of picked up shifts.
12.31am - Yeah seriously.cheap *advertiser censored* people.
- Part was that. But I'd only had 3 tables by 8:00. but my sales were at 85. I ended with 340 in sales but the boys stopped taking tables at the end thank god
3.39pm - Good news. We have an excuse to get all your stuff out of storage. We will eventually need a pretty decent amount of stuff.
-Yay now i'm as happy as you! And I did everything on my list today! I may start on tomorrows!3.43 pm - Nice! I've been productive today too. It feels good
- That it does. My car has seats now! I'm going to get it detailed after this trip
3.45 pm - Awesome!
- Everything is clean for me to leave. And then pack deep clean and leave! I feel like this will be such an easy move but a long unpack. We will have all month that we can leave my stuff in storage if you wanted to do anything that requires space. Or a place to put whatever. I'll keep it until the end of june
3.52pm - Thats perfect. If anything once we move my stuff into my parents room we can use my room for storage and the garage too. There will be plenty of room.
Sweet. Ah life is good. Now houlihans just needs to pick up! Or it will be a boring summer for Amy.
MAY 30TH 2008
1.50pm - Have fun in tally!
- Thanks hun. Then its back and time to plan a move!
1.52 pm - Yes! I'm super excited!
- Me too! Life is good. Its day 5...going strong for now.
1.54pm- I'm so proud of you!
- Lets see how the weekend goes...this is the big test
1.56pm- . For sure
- Sigh . This drive sucks. Thank goodness its the last time! Hows the vacation going?
- J.p and ric have their tix. I called my dad again so hopefully I have mine soon. Wanted to make sure you were in the loop cause I wasnt
3.35 pm- I knew abou ric. I'll get mine this weekend then
- Now its really happening! Ah this will be great!
3.36 pm- I cant wait!
- Me either!
3.41 pm- Is jp home already?
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Just got in
3.47 pm- Nice
1ST JUNE 2008
- I maybe home tom. Will isnt calling me back. Are you guys going out tom night?
3AM- Not sure if I'm going out.I'll be with tony during the day.I really like this kid! Cant wait to see you
- I think I broke my toe. I had a dream where I kicked a bad guy and I woke up kicking a table and crying.
