Well I finally was able to listen. Any other episode ,I might not have given the effort. ( I canceled plans for Ashton) I did want to listen to the show without having any of your thoughts floating around in my noodle. I wanted to see what I would take from the show solely on my on.
After my first attempt to listen ,during which Tricias voice lulled me to sleep, I decided to listen this morning while working. Of course I am taking everything with a grain of salt, but, it makes a difference that Ambers mother is saying Hey I know what she means,etc.
Then Billie commented on the CCPD. That it was where people go that cannot make it on a police force anywhere else. That clicked for me people. I know of what she speaks. My small town also had that type of police department. It got so bad the State Law Enforcement Division had to come in.
Taken with that in mind, I can totally see Billies point of view. Now granted, I do not think she was a great mother, she has her faults and I think she is a little too trusting of Shaun. Honestly, I think she was a scared, naïve woman who may or may not have an idea of where her daughter is. Do I think she is responsible? I am honestly gonna go out on a limb here and say, No, I do not think she is. I honestly do not think Shaun is either. And as far as her failing the lie detector, I believe her story. Call me kooky.
I really think, In My Very Humble Opinion, that this is a stranger abduction, that LE has botched from the start. When she started talking about how Officers do not last on the force a year, that the force was full of officers that could not get jobs anywhere else, I had an Ah Ha! moment. Seriously. Our local PD does not even bother to check with the State Academy if officers are hirable.
Our local PD does not even bother to check certification, check references,check backgrounds,etc. So yeah I can see her version of it.
Now I am not defending her more questionable actions and there are families everywhere that have some skeletons. I just think we need to revisit how we view her actions.