Oh, I don't doubt you.. I honestly wouldn't be surprised if she's over medicating again.. I just haven't watched the depo yet (I read the transcript but haven't watched yet- Cindy hits a bit close to home for me and at times liertally makes my stomach turn. so I have avoided the depo video so far) I have no doubt I'll recognize if she's using Benzo's again, just as I recognized she was on them months before her RX's were even released to the public.
She is a very sick woman and needs help badly. I worry about her as well, IMO, SHE is a suicide risk. As I said earlier, I suspect she's been self medicating for some time.. which would help explain why she has been of no help to anyone, including herself for quite some time. IMO, The habit was already well formed when I noticed it.. that's how I recognized it for what it was.. I'm certainly no doctor. LOL.