On the West Coast here.
About 40 minutes ago I finished watching Greta.....the part with Juror and then MC.
Yesterday morning was beautiful.
I went to Ho-De, bought a rose bush, planted and watered it and named it Caylee.
Had a pretty good day with three of my Grandkidlets.......walked a couple blocks around the neighborhood and played "Let's count the________ "
Draw names and someone gets to pick what we count....yesterday was pigeons. Thirty-one in case anyone is interested.
As the sun was about to disappear completely, I checked on my Caylee Rose Bush and she was doing wonderfully....no wilted leaves.....seemed to love her new home.
Today was equally as fulfilling.......transplanted a few spider plants, grouted some pebble tile on the shower seat, was treated to a wonderful Chef's salad for lunch.
THEN.......
I came here, read some of the snippets about the show, then weakened and watched Greta.
I am ANGRY, SAD, Disappointed, heartbroken... all those emotions, ALL OVER AGAIN just as if I had just heard the verdict.
Why do I do this to myself?
Masochist <---------- Amity
noun
- the getting of pleasure from suffering physical or psychological pain, inflicted by others or by oneself