A very smart, very beautiful person once told me that if I'm always angry then I'm living in the past; if I'm always stressed its cause I'm living in the future. That if I wanted to be happy, then i need to live in the present. I'm so tired of being angry and stressed. I just want to go back to being happy. So here's what I'm doing to do. I'm going to delete this profile along with all the rest of my social media profiles. I'm going to stop listening to all of the gossip and the rantings of the weak-minded sheep with nothing better to do than bump their gums about **** they know absolutely nothing about. I'm going to do my very best to ignore the insults and allegations made by the bitter, the ignorant, the arrogant, the envious, the lonely, the scared, and the delusional. I'm sure anybody actually reading this knows what I'm talking about, which brings me to the hardest part of this. It's time for me to let go, Baylee. I'm sorry I couldn't protect you, I'm sorry I failed you. But the more I try to dig into what happened, the more I discover who the real Baylee was. I dont know if you'll read this. I dont know if you even care. But I'm letting go. Remember this though. You didn't fail me and you were enough. Before I go I thought I'd drop a little knowledge on all you sleuthing drama junkies. I have heard an unlimited amount of theories as to what happened to Baylee. Is she missing? Did she leave? Is she dead or alive? If she's dead, who did it? Is she connected to micah? Is micah dead or alive? Howd they know each other? None of it matters to Jane Parrent. All of her theories lead back to me being the bad guy. From the day I met jane she has accused me of being an awful person. Everything from a brainwashing kidnapper to a pimp. One thing you've never called me, jane, is a liar. Because if I'm anything, I'm honest, almost to a fault. I keep it 100 even when its ugly. But you Jane have been caught in several lies. Lies about me, about Baylee, about your family, its connections, and so much more. Somehow, nobody cares. The truth is you hated me from day one because of my age and because I gave Baylee a way out. A way to get away from you Jane. Everybody who knows Baylee, knows how she couldn't stand to be around you for more than 30 minutes. How many times did she call me crying, begging me to come get her. Or when she ran out of your house barefoot , hysterical over a physical confrontation with you. Calling me to come and get her. You really began hating me when she started moving her things out of your house and into mine. Behaving like a jealous ex-girlfriend. Lets be honest with everybody. Baylee ran away. . . . for the third time now Jane. Not at all to say that she is not to be looked for. Something is not right about all of this. But it's been made very clear to me that it's none of my business. I have learned all I need to about this mess. And as far as her connection to micah goes. Yes they knew each other long before I met either one of them. Truth is they pretty much hated each other. It took all I could do to keep them from killing each other. What the families and media went tell you is that micah had more enemies than friends. That he was not a very good person. That he suffered from a mental disorder and was off his meds for quite some time. I won't say all there is to know about micah because it's not my way. I will say this though. He loves his son. Dillon was his anchor. Without his anchor, micah became lost in drugs and alcohol. And Baylee is the furthest thing from what her mother claims she be. I won't drag Baylee's name in the mud. She's had a rough go at it for sure. Abused from age 8 in her own home. Beaten by her husband as a newlywed. Then raped as she ran from one bad relationship to the next. No wonder she was addicted. Suicidal. And when I met her, homicidal. All she wanted was somebody to listen to her, believe her, and care. I won't say I was her knight in shining armor or the answer to her problems. All I did was listen, believe, and care. So are there disappearances connected? I dont ******* know. But I will say this. The only reason I even evolved myself with micah and Baylee, together, the connection that exists between us is that micah knew about the bad **** that's been happening to young women in Bakersfield. Young women like Baylee. He knew about girls getting drugged. Raped. Abducted. He knew names of people doing it and names of people helping. Baylee and I were asking questions about " business that was not our own ". That's how it was put to me. I didn't back off and neither did Baylee. Micah tried playing both sides of the fence which I believe ultimately lead to his disappearance. So here I stand. Next to the only one brave enough to speak the truth. I love you Sara Wedemeyer. There's a reason why Jane and her troll faced hobbit of a daughter, Katelyn, are hating on Sara. Because she's not a weak minded sheep. Everybody thinks I'm the boogie man because I knew both Baylee Cheyanne and Micah Holsombake, and they're both missing. Well Katelyn, you dated micah up until you left Bakersfield, and didn't your father go missing in October? You ex boyfriend, your dad, your sister. What the **** is going on in that family of yours. They conduct search warrants on y'alls house and vehicles too.???? I bet not. Where is mr. Hudson. Was he found? I wonder if he poked his nose into business that was not his own. I'll leave you all with that to chew on. My point to all of this is simply to say I'm not your bad guy. I'm simply Jane's boogieman. Jane Parrent, I'm sorry your daughter is missing. You should have done a better job of being an actual parrent and maybe she wouldn't have ran away. Acknowledge your faults, your disorder, and your disease. Then get help. Stay away from me, my friends, and my family. And pray.
