What do you think a shooter feels like 24 hours, a week, or 15 months later-- waking up in their jail cell after gunning down 4, 10, or 20 random strangers?
What could the accused Boulder shooter be feeling like right now?
Satisfied?
Confused?
Lonely?
Remorseful?
In the case of the 44 yr old ND Chiropractor referenced earlier that allegedly gunned down 4 employees at a local business, I was really taken by what appeared to me to be his sense of entitlement during his last court hearing.
The hearing was set for arguments on motions by his attorneys to suppress certain evidence when about 30 minutes into the hearing, he told the Judge that he wished to address the court.
After the Judge told him to talk to his attorneys seated on either side of him in the courtroom, he cited his Sixth Amendment Rights. He went on to say:
“I’ve tried discussing it with the attorneys,” ... “They do not want me to say a word and that’s why I’m bringing this up to you myself, sir.”
And then, almost scolding the Judge, he said:
“I waited patiently for 15 months in an isolation jail cell” to bring the issues up, and with all due respect, I don’t think asking for five minutes of your undivided attention so I can do that is an unreasonable request, sir,” he said.
Reportedly, he's a model inmate and has had no issues in jail.
Is that because he's satisfied with his deed?
Proud?
Content to be in isolation?
Accepted his fate?
Maybe the adrenaline is in the stalking, planning, staging, and after the deed completed they just feel flat, deflated?
Curious about the thoughts of others.
Motion hearing takes twist as RJR homicide suspect asks to address judge