Thank you for spending time here with us to help us understand. Listening to all of his confessions, I noticed when he misses or talks about his dead family, he always puts it in terms that show their value to him, not in their own right as individual, independent lives with futures/hopes/dreams. For example (one of many), he talks about how he doesn't know why he did it when he always wanted to be a dad or when he says that he will look outside and wonder what "we" could have been doing outside today. He never once talks about their individual lives cut short - just how he no longer has them in his life. I have likened it to his caring for them like they were a vintage car he restored (since he is into cars) - people will care deeply about keeping them in pristine condition, enjoy them, care for the prized car. But once that car is gone, they might miss the times they could still be having with the car and remember it fondly, but they would obviously, since it is an inanimate object, not think about the car's own feelings, desires, wants, value. Does that make sense? It is perhaps too rudimentary an analogy - but I'm wondering if this does reveal a sociopathy or other disorder? I just have never seen him once, in hours and hours of tape, indicate anything that resembles remorse for the lives he took away in their own right - just in terms of their loss to him and that it was a wrong and horrible thing to have done. He comes across as a very sweet/kind man otherwise, so I am wondering if he lacks an ability to feel the things we feel for other living things - empathy I guess - even though he has no history of hurting living things in his past...perhaps just shutting people out like his parents when they disliked SW. Is it possible he never had a need to get rid of anything before so the lack of empathy did not show? Could he have learned to mimic empathy so well in everyday life as to be persuasive before this? After all, he did research what it feels like when someone says I love you on Google when he was "falling" for NK. Thank you in advance if you could answer this for me!