kwmred
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Morning! Katiekoolady, I do so understand your fatigue about the trial. I don't know how you have managed so long with your super-multi-tasking over all these months. You have reported back to us, giving us the real facts vs. what we hear in the media blare. You've supported the Alexander family to extraordinary levels and helped be a conduit for donations, financial and emotional. I am in awe of the Websleuthers who have sent thoughtful gifts to the family.
You have taken tender care of Alfonse in his time of need, carried on with your work, and been in court. Your spare hours are devoted to the family. I am so glad you have had HH's with other court-watchers on the roof. You have given yourself opportunities to vent, which is a good thing. You have had the opportunity to make connections with Beth and others in the media and used them as a sounding board to cross the barriers between those of us who have followed and what is broadcast. You have made so many new friends who will impact your life in the future.
Now, as we all sit, awaiting the ultimate outcome of this case, the level of anxiety has ratcheted up to an unbelievable level. I am a voyeur, so to speak. I watch and read. But I also feel all the anxiety and tension that is occurring right now.
I agree with those here and with you that this needs to be over, hopefully today. I have never believed that the jury was hung after less than 2 hours of deliberations. I do believe there was a misunderstanding as to the message sent to the judge and her reaction.
This jury has sat since January 2 and faithfully listened and questioned to an extraordinary level. They know the convicted murderer for the liar she is. They saw her student council speech. They know the horror of what she did and that she planned it out. All 12 jurors believed that. They believe she stole the gun, borrowed the gas cans, and lured Travis into a false sense of security so she could plunge a knife into his heart.
They heard her vilify the victim and her own family. I know that not a one of them wants to take a chance she could be released back into society to continue her chaos. She is a dangerous woman. I have no doubt that the problem they are facing is whether to trust the people who will make the report to the judge if she gets a verdict of life. I would also say that they may not trust that the judge wouldn't follow a recommendation for life with the possibility of parole. As she is required to do, Judge Stevens has bent over backwards to make the trial fair to the perpetrator of a heinous crime. For those on the jury who have said that they support the death penalty, but now have to face the inevitable fact that the DP would be the only safe way to keep her out of society forever, it has to be even more anxiety-inducing. I trust the jury.
Again, thank you for all your efforts. Thank you to those who donated to the family in one way or another. And thank you to everyone here. We all care. We will get through this and then face real life, knowing we made a difference in the lives of the Alexander family.
Prayers for a verdict today and healing for everyone the trial has touched.
Really beautiful post <3