As I said on the Caitlyn post and was coming to post over here, my cousin died at 3 months old, 4 years ago. We were at the gravesite as a family, as we do every year. We lit a candle for Caitlyn Virts (Warrant issued for dad for murdering her mom/his ex and he has kidnapped her, plus it is possible she was molested by moms repeat RSO husband) and one for Myra. I was telling my family about both of them. It really breaks my heart what I know about Caitlyn and what I believe, but hope I am wrong about Myra. Every second of every day we wish we could have our baby back for a minute. And this is not the first child our family has last. He is one of three children under four, all of medical issues, unrelated. I don't understand why people do what they do. And this isn't directed to this family or this child, just in general.
My friend works as a police officer here locally and told me about this case she worked over the summer where a two year old was found deceased. The mom said she was home and when she went to wake the baby from a nap, the child wouldn't wake. The mom was lying. She said the house was the most disgusting home she had ever been in. The dogs went to the bathroom on the second floor and the children's diapers were thrown there as well. There was no air and the windows were closed with the heat index over 100. The child died because she overheated, while her mother was out and about in town. I will not go on because it will make people sick. Literally sick. It still gives me nightmares. Also, my neighbors have custody of their nephews, whose parents were abusers mentally to their children and killed their daughter, within days of having another one. Those parents and what they did still make me sick.
I know there is no way to figure things out because I lay up at night trying to figure out why we had our three babies taken from us. And try to figure out why these precious babies were taken away so horribly when so many people would have taken them and loved them. I then try to understand why and how people can be so evil to children.
Sorry, it is a very hard day for me. Thanks for letting me to get this off my chest.