Going through verdict options .. life = helping people, death = appeals. And yes, she wants to go through the appeals options.
She doesn't think she got a fair trial (of course) she says circus atmosphere .. here kettle, meet pot .. he asks her why she's so hated, reiterates the mob mentality thing, asking him about how sensational it is.
If you could say something to Travis what would that be? She refuses to answer 'right now' and she wouldn't date Travis again, they were oil and water and brought out the worst in each other. He says the perception is Fatal Attraction, and she blames Travis for that, but doesn't hold it against him (WTF) .. was she posessive, no she was too permissive!!!!
Former boyfriend .. DB .. he says you've changed, do you think so? She thinks she changed, but naive, she really blames Travis trying to paint him as some kind of monster! Like the bad mistrustful boyfriend that screwed her life up.
What's the worst part? The pain she's caused.
Growing up .. did you think you'd find yourself the focus of a murder trail?
She doesn't read true crime, guess that one was for us ..
He asks her how she deals with the fact that she killed someone. She feels ugly, but it was just one day. Hard to face, still processing.
Will you be able to forgive yourself. She thinks she'll 'get there'. Sheesh.
She says she's not deeply religious at this point! She believes in heaven and hell, doesn't believe in hell. Forgiveness, mercy .. she thinks she can earn redemption with grace .. her cold sore is coming back.
She can't imagine Travis' family forgiving her, she hopes they will.
Still going ... she looks ugly.
http://www.azcentral.com/12news/articles/20130521jodi-arias-talks-before-sentencing.html