What is still good? Wow......about the verdict in this case? Nothing - nothing at all........what a heartbreaking and completely unexpected outcome.
And I'm sure, when I can stand to think about it, I will try to put some pieces together to no make sense of this verdict, but at least give an explanation for this heart shattering decision. Because there is not logic that can apply.
The alternate said he didn't believe George and thought therefore it must have been an accident and didn't really consider anything past that. May my god bless the jurors with the knowledge of what they, have done.
But enough of my pain. What is good? The friends on this site I will always hold dear. The time I have spent being able to speak from my soul and was treated with deep kindness and despite the times when my opinions were in direct opposition to their own beliefs, still opened their hearts to me. As difficult as the outcome of our time here has become, I will always treasure my time spent here.
I have one terrible fear however. Our dear sister Tulessa is doubly heartbroken today and that is particularly painful for me. I am in the process of writing an open letter of support to her so she will know our hearts are with her as she counts down the time to face the murderer who took the life of her sweet brother and her dear sister-in-law. She needs our help now and will need it in October, but I fear it will not be enough as she has such a tender heart. So I weep today for her also.
Now where is that safe place I can crawl in to and pull the covers over my head and begin to rest my broken heart.