Yes,
@Arkay. It makes you sad and depressed and angry and determined. You almost have to go into a zone. While you are at the scene you have put aside your emotions. You become quickly focused on the task. You have to compartmentalize. You can’t think about the person you are seeing; not until later. In the moment, you observe. You take notes, photographs, and you look for the obvious; position of the body, signs of trauma, evidence, weapons. Despite your best efforts, you can become overwhelmed by the sights, by the smells.
I have seen, on quite a few occasions, LE criticized after photos in the press show officers laughing or joking at a crime scene. How could they? This happens because someone has whispered a bad joke under their breath to break the tension, or because they saw one of their fellow officers begin to loose it. It is to put out of your mind, for just a few more minutes, what you are dealing with. The depravity. The horror that one individual can inflict upon another.