Whether M'Lady has leanings one way and then the other and back again throughout the trial as she /we tries to make sense of this is the
only thing that makes sense. Her integrity and professionalism allow her to keep her thoughts private, although I wouldn't doubt that she and the assessors discuss things as the trial moves long, just to clarify things for themselves.
Do I think she can keep an open mind and temporarily suspend her disbelief, at times, in order to be fair? Yes. Do I think she makes mistakes and is fallible. Of course.
What's missing from this discussion is the most blatantly obvious.
M'Lady is a human being; They're all human beings - and so are we. None of us are "human doings."
Do I think that Roux and Nel have some "innocent" professional rivalry? Yes AND I think these two are best at their jobs when they're focused and engaged in intellectual brinkmanship. 100%. It makes them BETTER lawyers, not worse. I am going to be generalizing broadly about males, here, but if you don't understand that, you don't understand men. Period.
Do I think Nel is a little flirty with M'Lady at times, and vice versa. Yes. Do I think they can't do their jobs because of it. No. Is it possible that defense attorneys can, in some case, absolutely despise their clients but also do a great job for them. Yes.
Do I think there's a thin layer of "something" between Nel and OP. Absolutely and it drives Nel to do even better. Men, in general, thrive on competition, even the friendly kind. With OP, that's not what's going on.
Articles about Nel suggest that he's a black and white thinker. There's right and wrong and a bright line between them. If Nel has "something" between he and Oscar, it's on REEVA'S behalf. Nel doesn't care about a 2-bit lying punk. What he cares about a 2-bit lying punk who senselessly blew the head off a beautiful, innocent talented young woman whom he didn't care about
then, whom he doesn't care about
now, and isn't "man enough" (adult enough) to stand up and take full responsibility for it. AND who thinks he should just walk away from it all or get a light sentence to be served at Camp Cupcake.
Do you think that Nel, on behalf of REEVA and JUNE + DAD and family and friends, doesn't want to do everything in his power to bring this pompous entitled sniveling ninny down 1000 pegs to a place where he might possibly begin to understand humility and face what he did? Nel does.
To me, that's PART of his job and I personally hope, and think that he is calling in every chit (favors) he's earned over the last twenty years from people to make d#mn sure that OP gets a nice clean soft INpatient bed for the next 30 days. You bet. And if I owed him a chit or two myself, I'd be right in there helping him all I could. Somebody has to be the adult here. Somebody has to put their foot down and that someone is Nel.
OP got bail, got to travel, race, eat, drink, make love, be loved, and live among his loving family as all this is going on and it's legal. But there's a huge difference between law and justice. Often law aligns with justice. Often it does not. Like Roux and M'Lady, Nel works
within the law for justice and I respect him for it. But the buck stops with him and I respect that even more.
OP is the antithesis of every fiber of Nels being. I think that may be a large part of the reason I like Nel so much. I share those values. Roux IS doing his job but I wouldn't be able to defend OP for any amount of money. Yes, he has a right to an excellent defense. But if I personally represented him, I couldn't live with myself. At most, I'd feel culpable, at least I'd feel like I was co-signing his bu!!sh#t.
Thank goodness we are all unique, as there are many roles to fill in this world.
But if you imagine that those three people and everyone else involved in this in a professional capacity don't have personal biases, opinions, and feelings about things before this trial, throughout the process, and after it's over, in this instance, I think you're being willfully blind to basic reality.
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and... i love you anyway.
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ps. If it's anything like my experience as an inpatient, OP will be allowed no phone, no computer ( no net), no visitors, no nothing in Sterkfontein - at least for the first few weeks.
pps. I'm not always right but I
always have an opinion. This has been mine.