oh my... can't type from crying.. ANJ - WOW! you are so wonderful.. btw, i rec'd your message before i saw where this thread had gone.. will be responding soon!
this heart of mine is 'bout to burst with all the love and caring flowing through here.. y'all are amazingly kind and sweet...
a couple of weeks ago i had a nightmare about j.a. - i don't remember (lol) much of the dream except for the end when she had pushed me to the ground, was holding my arms down and trying to bite my face.. but in the dream her mouth was HUGE, teeth were sharp, and it looked bloody... i was...
thank you, Frigga! my heart goes out to your husbands cousin!
i've never heard of that organization.. but my goodness, how i wish i had years ago! i went through it all very alone (my husband was in Belgium when it happened).. i will look into it, though!
wow!!
thank you, Lulu... my heart is pounding from sharing that - i don't ever talk to anyone about him (except my husband).. but i couldn't deny the amazing connection.. rather, how it feels like a connection..
i appreciate your prayers!
in less than a week i will be marking the 5 year unniversary (intentional) of the still birth of my son. he died either March 21st or 22nd, and was born sleeping March 23rd, 2008.
this time of year, since then, is incredibly difficult for me. i always feel very alone. what i read last night...
bbm ... ITA!
the best part was when Nurmi was trying to get the "suicide letters" introduced into evidence and Juan objected because jodi is still alive! ...
that man is a genius. my opinion, and i stand by it!