if there was something sinister, why would someone leave the $500? and why would the bank account sit there being depleted gradually by autopayments instead of cleaned out all at once?
i don't see anything that can't be accounted for by mental health problems and downstream effects. credit card debts went unpaid because she didn't pay them. fitness business failed because running businesses is hard even for people without dysfunction, and she clearly had something wrong.
why the odd circumstances of her body? i wonder if she was sleeping in her car, out in the garage, because she started needing to isolate herself from her own house the same way she needed to isolate herself from the rest of the world. right? just my theory. ... then, death itself could have been any of a variety of accidental and natural causes stemming from not taking care of herself, or - yes - suicide. hypothermia? starvation? suicide by CO poisoning doesn't fit the facts, but maybe she ODed on pills washed down with the wine?
i agree she seemed to fall apart in the late 2000s. i don't think her MH problems started then, but she did enter a spiral. do we know the circumstances of her resignation from work? or (if that was an effect rather than a cause), here's an alternative speculation: she came from a family of like 10 kids. unusually large families sometimes have a strong value system around having children. duty to procreate. (and/or maybe she just wanted kids...) but the poor girl was about to turn 40 and it wasn't happening. maybe she felt like a failure in life because of that. so she hid from the world. quit her job, avoided her family, didn't make friends, hid from neighbors, and eventually maybe even hid from her own house.
in any case, very sad
i don't see anything that can't be accounted for by mental health problems and downstream effects. credit card debts went unpaid because she didn't pay them. fitness business failed because running businesses is hard even for people without dysfunction, and she clearly had something wrong.
why the odd circumstances of her body? i wonder if she was sleeping in her car, out in the garage, because she started needing to isolate herself from her own house the same way she needed to isolate herself from the rest of the world. right? just my theory. ... then, death itself could have been any of a variety of accidental and natural causes stemming from not taking care of herself, or - yes - suicide. hypothermia? starvation? suicide by CO poisoning doesn't fit the facts, but maybe she ODed on pills washed down with the wine?
i agree she seemed to fall apart in the late 2000s. i don't think her MH problems started then, but she did enter a spiral. do we know the circumstances of her resignation from work? or (if that was an effect rather than a cause), here's an alternative speculation: she came from a family of like 10 kids. unusually large families sometimes have a strong value system around having children. duty to procreate. (and/or maybe she just wanted kids...) but the poor girl was about to turn 40 and it wasn't happening. maybe she felt like a failure in life because of that. so she hid from the world. quit her job, avoided her family, didn't make friends, hid from neighbors, and eventually maybe even hid from her own house.
in any case, very sad
