During a chaotic time with my family, counseling was involved. I was asked by one counselor why I didn't like myself. I had a very confused look on my face. My response was that I did like myself. I am a good and decent person, but my feedback was all wrong.
At the time, I felt like I was swinging at shadows. After getting into Joan's records, I understood this much differently. Family was saying what I would expect to my face but spreading much different perceptions behind my back.
I have encountered the same thing with current custodians. I met with ADA John Dawley and ADA David O' Sullivan on May 1, 2017. I was a person related to the victim, familiar with the case since day one, have a long history with the family, and provided extensive verifiable documentation to the custodian's office. If authorities were interested in resolving a case, I would be the kind of witness you would want. To my face, the ADAs affirmed what I would expect to hear. It is much different than what is being spread behind my back.
I am adding some clips of the feedback I received to my face.
Clip 1
ADA John Dawley affirmed that my attention to detail is impressive, and he knows that I know what I am talking about.
Clip 3
ADA Dawley affirmed I have mastered the facts, document management, and everything else.
Clip 4
ADA David O'Sullivan, speaking for both of them do not question my good faith or intelligence.
Clip 5
ADA Dawley was impressed with a very credible presentation that caught his attention.
The question I had as I started to discover the discrepancies in source documents was did authorities lie to the Websters, or did they lie for the Websters. Do they continue that today to shield malfeasance during the investigation. Source documents answered that question. The Websters were in possession of exculpatory evidence, favorable to Paradiso, the man they continued to accuse, beginning in December 1981.
This is the most disturbing comment.
Clip 2
ADA Dawley asked if I thought the Websters are a threat to my children. I answered if family secrets get out. ADA Dawley suggested secrets would only get out if I continue to probe deeply.
Dark secrets in a family put people at risk. I think the recent Alex Murdaugh case was a good demonstration of that risk.
Let me be clear, the secrets relate to an unsolved homicide in the family, and allegations of abuse that would be a felony if true. A second person came forward with similar allegations. This comment sounds more like a warning. Today, ADA O'Sullivan documented in a written response to an FOIA that my requests are "a needless and wasteful expenditure of public funds." I provided the current custodians with source documents, evidence, that the alleged crime scene, the boat, did not exist at the time Joan disappeared. The current custodian was already in possession of the eyewitness description of the man seen with Joan at Logan, the man that maneuvered Joan to a different car, a man she knew and trusted, a man who knew where Joan would be, a man much smaller in stature that Paradiso.
This case was and remains a cover up.