If she had a C-section she would not have been awake to hold her. If there were problems and they were working on her for some reason, she might have been out... put to sleep. The mommies are not always the ones who get to hold them first. Sometimes the daddies or the grandparents are. I didn't get to hold any of mine at first.. barely remember seeing the first two, and didn't even see the last one for 2 days... had a C-section and he was in an incubator, hooked up to IV's and oxygen.
I saw the birth pics on photobucket that were up at one time and it was definitely not a C-sec. In one pic someone was holding Caylee and Casey still had feet in the stirrups. She could have had the shakes, it's pretty common.
I had terrible shaking after an epidural w/ my middle child. My husband was the first to hold her, then my mom. I couldn't hold my daughter for about an hour after she was born and it left me with such a weird feeling. Like she wasn't mine and I was just an observer in the room. LOL It actually scared me to be feeling that way, but by next morning all was well...I couldn't put her down or take my eyes off her. :cheerful: :heart: