Changing the lyrics to Row Row Row Your Boat to
"I'm dying down deep
I'm not as happy as I seem"
in this Tik Tok video
TikTok just weeks before she disappeared seem to show she was extremely depressed. The video was posted mid-July a few weeks before she moved into the dorms at UC Berkeley.
Her name does not show up on the Gawadlabs.com website at Stanford under the "Team"
Gawad Lab Website link which shows all current and past participants (and even mascots) and would seem to indicate the spring Stanford internship she touted on Reddit on her college applications never happened either ("doing an internship at cofounders lab at stanford this spring") from
https://www.reddit.com/r/chanceme/comments/eswh7h/gap_year_applicant_to_stanford_ivys/
There have been conflicting stories about where she was in September once she dropped out of UC Berkeley (on Nancy Grace podcast, PI says "couch surfing" in Pleasanton, mother says living with friends in Livermore, father says living with friends in San Francisco doing musical gigs on open mic nights). I feel very sad if her last weeks were instead spent by herself in some Bay Area hotel or motel room.
It is not uncommon for suicidal Pleasanton residents to jump off area bridges. A few weeks ago, the local newspapers reported that the son of a former Pleasanton mayor recently did the same thing.