mrazda71
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I've been trying to think of how I can word my post. I'm not always as eloquent as I could be because I speak my from heart and my heart is full of fire.
I've followed quite a few cases here over the years I've been a member, Mikaeel Kular, Becky Watts, Kayleigh Haywood ... they've all broken my heart but this case, this family ... I thought, as with the others that the guilty verdict and life meaning life would bring some 'closure', some relief and it hasn't, it doesn't.
I completely admire Rod And Jens faith in God but, I myself do not believe.
So I can't feel content that Nathan and his grandparents are happy in heaven and more so, I don't feel content that Garland will get what he deserves in the afterlife.
I want to hear him speak.
I want to hear him say something, anything. Any kind of reasoning for what he did. Instead he says nothing and that just makes me even more angry ... not that any reason could be enough but I suppose I want to hear him say that killing Nathan WAS difficult for him ...
I want to know he's struggling and angry and unhappy NOW, not in the next life.
I want to hear that he's sorry but, for that he'd have to admit his guilt. I dont think that will happen.
My fellow Websleuthers, thank you for keeping this case and all of its threads friendly, supportive and respectful (there's plenty that aren't) and I hope that we're not all dragged back here for pointless appeals.
Elaine Xx
I've followed quite a few cases here over the years I've been a member, Mikaeel Kular, Becky Watts, Kayleigh Haywood ... they've all broken my heart but this case, this family ... I thought, as with the others that the guilty verdict and life meaning life would bring some 'closure', some relief and it hasn't, it doesn't.
I completely admire Rod And Jens faith in God but, I myself do not believe.
So I can't feel content that Nathan and his grandparents are happy in heaven and more so, I don't feel content that Garland will get what he deserves in the afterlife.
I want to hear him speak.
I want to hear him say something, anything. Any kind of reasoning for what he did. Instead he says nothing and that just makes me even more angry ... not that any reason could be enough but I suppose I want to hear him say that killing Nathan WAS difficult for him ...
I want to know he's struggling and angry and unhappy NOW, not in the next life.
I want to hear that he's sorry but, for that he'd have to admit his guilt. I dont think that will happen.
My fellow Websleuthers, thank you for keeping this case and all of its threads friendly, supportive and respectful (there's plenty that aren't) and I hope that we're not all dragged back here for pointless appeals.
Elaine Xx