Just MOO as well. She went into panic mode - to the point of committing a heinous murder of an innocent child - just to keep from having her abuse of him exposed and known. Now that not only that abuse, but the fact that she's an actual murderer, has been exposed for all to see, especially AS and BM, especially her own daughter and sister, I can't imagine the mental and emotional hurricane going on inside her head right now. Cognitive dissonance doesn't even being to describe it. How could someone like her bear the reality of having to sit in a courtroom with everyone there to see her for who she really is? After years of deceit and successful deception? I suspect she's quite suicidal.