I must say as horrific as this may sound its my somewhat relieved opinion to know that he strangled Jessica immediately upon getting her into his car.. I guess to some that may make me wrong or cold but thats just not the case as for me it hurts my heart to think of this sweet little girl being terrified and horrors inflicted upon her that imo would be far worse than death..
I am very much relieved to know that this sweet, innocent child only experienced fear, terror, or pain for a short, extremely short amount of time.. That before she could realize what monsterous clutches had taken her and then the sheer fear and terror of not knowing what was to come and then living thru a horror much worse than her little mind knew to fear... That I could not bear.. That I know her loved ones would not be able to bear..
To know that it was all over before she could even realize the horror of which she was within is in some sad way soothing..
Also the guilt Sarah is living with in her sleeping and missing the call..the guilt would be enough to make one not want to live in continually thinking and blaming herself that if she'd only answered the call..
In knowing that her little angel was already gone by the time that call was made..tho, in no way a "good thing" I do see it as some sad very minute blessing or source of solace to be able to reconcile with ones self the guilt of not answering the call.. In learning sweet little Jessica's spirit had already taken flight from her earthly body..well.. I just hope Sarah in some small way receives some sense of closure or solace and a way to push past the guilt..
My heart aches for the many whose lives have been irreversibly destroyed by the actions of this very very sick individual and it is for those who I will continue to pray for peace, solace, and any small sense of closure that may be possibly attained..