heading to 5am, give him aditional lorazapan 2mg slow, 2 and half hours after first lorazapan, wide awake still, complained again, have to cancel shows etc, not satisfy his fans (CM laying it on a bit thick imo as to what MJ was saying and all his complaining) 7.30 MJ still awake, 2mg of ? vercil, no effect on MJ,
I checked IV site, and site of infusion to make sure it was going into his body properly,
he is wide awake, he urinated (missed all he said about urination) beyond 10am next day now, nothing has worked, now really complaining he can't sleep, mumbling missed what he said
asked for some milk, please please give me some, milk is medicene he is familiar with, propofol first mention, its sedative used for analgesia, gave in IV form, based on body weight, slowly infused to maintain sedation, 10.50 approx given, discussed about how much sleep he would have, give him small amounts to help him sleep, gave him 25 ml, diluted it with lidocaine to stop the burn IV push, over 3-5 mins, works quickly now asleep, I took all precautions available to me, oxygen by nasal canula, pulse oxymeter, heart rate, I have given him milk before, different doses, gave him less this night as I had given him other drugs, would normally give him higher - highest amount given 50ml in the past, (uses the word cautious alot my comment)