My dear sweet Caylee,
Although I never knew you in life and was never fortunate enough to meet you in person or to feel your sweet touch, I have grieved your death as surely as if you were a member of my own family. I came to know about you in July of last year, and at that time, I was expecting my own first granchild, and alas, it was to be a girl. She was born on August 11th, only 2 days after your own birthday when you would have turned 3 and for this reason I will always remember your birthday as it is so closely tied to hers.
I have watched every video of you that I could come across and you have put a smile on my face a thousand times over. You were such a sweet girl and full of life and boundless energy and I could tell that anyone who met you in person would fall in love with you instantly-you had that beautiful spark that draws people to love and light and it drew me to you. Thank you for sharing your life with me, although it was not by your own choice, thank you for allowing me to catch a glimpse of the amazing and special person that you were and would have become. I loved watching you dance and sing and swim and play in your sandbox. I came to love you through watching you and reading about you and pouring through hundreds of pictures of you. The world has lost a beautiful and special gift when your light was taken and I mourn that loss with many others this day-the day of the memorial that your family is holding for all of those of us who did not know you in life, and yet loved you in death. You will be remembered and missed sorely.
You have taught me so much in your innocence and in your departure from this world. You have shown me the things that truly matter are love, and truth and perserverance in the face of obstacles. You have taught me that one small person can change the face of the entire world, and you have done this Caylee in the short 2 year life that you were given. I hug my children and appreciate their laughter more because I have grieved so that your own laughter has faded away. I have a newfound delight in the lives of my own children because of the life that you lost. You touched my life in a way that I can never explain to you as I can barely explain it to my own self, but I thank you for what you have done to make me appreciate and cherish my own more because of you.
I know that your grandparents and Lee are broken and desolate, as they knew your light before it was extinguished and basked in the radiance of it close up. It is my fondest hope that you will sprinkle down comfort from on high where you reside now and send them small reminders of how much you loved them and how you will always be with them in their hearts and in their memories of you. They are despondent without your light in their midst and it is my hope that you will send small glimpses of that light on the wings of angels so that they may remember the sweetness that was your special and unconditional love for them. Be close at hand to share that light again with them, if only inside of their spirits which are so lost without you.
Know that you were well loved and that millions of lives have been changed forever because you lived and died, and know that there is a tireless number of people who will never rest until whomever extinguished your spark of life is brought to justice for it and made to suffer the consequences for their actions, which inevitably, took you from your family and gave you to the world. That person will be held accountable, no matter who that person is or was to you in this lifetime. You mattered Caylee. Your life mattered. And you will never be forgotten. Rest in peace sweet baby and may angels sing your lullabies and cradle you in their arms on high. Goodbye Caylee. I love you.