lonewanderer
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I am very much interested in your speculations and theories. Will you please share with us? We don't need to know if they are similar to you in any way but it would be great to learn other ideas. Sometimes it seems like we are just going around the same circle. Thanks.
I originally wrote out a ton of cryptic babble.
Its really hard for me to narrow down a solid, solid theory.
One theory says I think he may have been heartbroken, and did not feel loved. He may have set foot on the trail thinking no one cared what happened to him. Seeking comfort in "Disposal friends" (Chuck Pahlaniuk) along the trail. Somewhere he did not have to let anyone see his insecurities, somewhere where he could meet lots of different people but never have to get to know them well enough for them to form a negative opinion of him. I don't think it was suicidal, I just think he was going where the tide took him.
I have to fight another theory very hard, as part of me wants to think that maybe he is not quite as innocent as we think he is. Part of this is influenced by stories like Pheonix Coldon. Like MH, she was highly intelligent and talented. I would not be surprised at all if she was able to create a new life for herself. So, the thought is that MH may have been using prepaid cards, cash, no phone or GPS, and other identifiers in order to protect his assets for whatever reason. The reasons do not have to be evil, it could be something as simple as going through a divorce and hitting the trail with his savings before his ex-wife could wipe him out. He could have just wanted to escape this crazy world, and he is kinda lucky to have done so before 2020.