I have cut and pasted this article here as I wish to make some comments in italics directly after each cluster and will delete any sentences I do not wish to comment on
http://www.mirror.co.uk/news/world-news/oscar-pistorius-suicidal-reveals-best-1753776
A broken man: Best friend of Oscar Pistorius reveals athlete is suicidal 9 Mar 2013
1. Oscar Pistorius is a broken man who thinks of ending his life, a close friend has revealed. One of the athletes dearest friends Mike Azzi, (a horse trainer)who Pistorius fondly calls uncle Mike, said: There is no confidence in his tone of voice. Hes just like someone walking around in circles. He doesnt know where he is going. I would say that, just by speaking to him, he is a broken man. Id go as far as to say he would be on the verge of suicide. It really worries me. I get the feeling that hes really hurting and hes an inkling of the man that he used to be.Mike, a racing horse trainer, said Pistorius was a close family friend. They have been in regular contact since the star was released on £73,000 bail. Mike said:
He just always seems to mention Reeva and to ask us to pray for her and her family. Most of all youve got to understand that we are there for him and we will always be his friend. I dont know what to think. If you ask me, Do you believe Oscar could do it? Id have to say no because Ive never seen that side of him. But in life there are those moments of madness where people are just uncontrollable. I pray to God thats not the case with him. As for Reeva and her family, how can one ever say to them that, from Oscars side, youre sorry this happened? Theyve lost a child, a beautiful shining star. Its just a terrible tragedy.
Mikes son Dexter has often spent the weekend at Pistoriuss home. He said of the shooting: I believe it was an accident, as Oscar said it was. Weve spoken over texts.
He often asks people to keep Reeva in his prayers. Its one of the first things he says to me every time we speak. He has said to me on a number of occasions that hes really hurting and hes a broken man. Dexter was at the house two weeks before Christmas and recalled how he knocked over a fan and Pistorius became panic-stricken. The athlete immediately grabbed his gun for protection before shouting to check if Dexter was OK. He said: I can believe Oscars story is true. I know he was paranoid in that sense because of things that went on.
The mentions of Reeva by Mike and his son IMO would have been suggested by OP's PR agents who asked Mike to say this to make it seem that OP is thinking of Reeva. But IMO OP is only thinking of himself. A narcissist will never end his life. They will use talk about suicide as a way of getting attention, sympathy from the family, friends and the public as well as possible leniency in the court but it may backfire on him.
I am wondering if VUMA OP's, PR agents, have asked this friend to do an interview for the Mirror so the word gets out that poor OP is suicidal to get some public sympathy.
However, it could have the wrong result in that the court might decide now to put him on sucide watch in a psychiatric ward of a prison rather than relaxing his conditions of bail especailly with a probable 11 guns available at Uncle Arnold's house for OP to find to kill himself.
2. The Paralympian has been selling his belongings to fund his soaring legal fees since he was charged with murdering his girlfriend. Since his arrest he has racked up legal fees of more than £200,000. Once the trial starts that will climb far higher. Sponsorship deals with companies Nike and Oakley have dried up and Pistorius has asked friends to help him get rid of belongings to raise cash. Mike said: We spoke about one or two of the horses. Hes asked me to try to get people to buy them for him because he has no form of income any longer. Hes selling off all his property and everything because of the legal costs.
He should have thought of the ramifications before he opened fire or became violent. Poor OP. I read that a new sports car was just delivered to him. He could definitely sell that straight away as he won't be driving anywhere except to prison.
3. The Olympics hero is a shadow of the star who thrilled the world as the amazing Blade Runner with prosthetic legs. Pistorius hit the heights competing in the Olympics last summer then winning double gold in the Paralympics.
I was at the Olympic Games in London 2012 and when I was at the athletics, I saw him but I felt he should have been competing only at the Paralympics.
4. Among the revelations is how Pistorius, 26, showed bravado after he was arrested over the Valentines Day shooting and told police: Ill survive. I always win. It was his response to a senior officer who had warned him: You could go to jail for a very long time, Oscar. Since then he has sold shares in one of his race horses, Tiger Canyon, and plans to sell more of his property.
IMO it was not "bravado"...it was downright arrogance. But only selling one of his racehorses? Why not all of them?
5. Police also confirmed the key witness who reported hearing screams and shots has come forward. The witness lives 150 metres from Pistoriuss luxury home in the highly secured Silver Woods estate in South Africas capital Pretoria.
I think this distance could be correct as there are houses that close to OP's and they would be the ones to hear most noise.
6. Investigators also revealed the bathroom door through which Reeva Steenkamp was shot opens inwards. It means she could have used her body to try to stop it being pushed open. Pistoriuss phone, which was in the bathroom next to Reevas, the 9mm pistol used and the path of the bullets through the door are all being examined. Police failed to find a bullet in the lavatory bowl. It was picked up by an independent team hired by Pistorius and
had traces of Reevas brain and blood. There is a photo of Oscar Pistorius' bathroom inside his home in Pretoria on the Mirror article link. Detectives said they were no longer concerned with whether Pistorius put on his legs before he shot Reeva, 29.
This is a very interesting comment. Is this because there is no connection between the bullets he fired through the door and the bullet wounds found in Reeva? I predict that she was already dead or almost dead from the cricket bat blows to the back of her skull and OP carried her in there and left her slumped against the door. Also that he fired a shot into the cricket bat wound to cover up the assault and that this could have been done outside the toilet and he later threw the bullet into the toilet bowl.
7. They also confirmed that two dogs were in the grounds of the house when the shooting happened and there was a ladder, as Pistorius had described.
His statement was: There are no burglar bars across the bathroom window and I knew contractors who worked at my house had left the ladders outside.
The men worked on a Jacuzzi on one of Pistoriuss balconies and their ladder was found lying on the floor. The whole estate where Pistorius lives bristles with hi-tech security plus armed guards and dogs. The last incident was an inside job a robbery at gunpoint in 2011 which involved a rogue guard.
But wouldn't the dogs have barked at the intruder?
8. Police in Johannesburg added they are looking at Reevas iPhone with its massive number of text messages.
I do not believe the report which said there were no text messages or calls after 8pm on 13/2/2013. Maybe the report only said calls not text messages. But I am open to believing that some of these messages would be on her iPad. I am reasonably convinced that a motive might be found because of one of them and they are still investigating.
9. Officers believe neither Reeva nor Pistorius were drunk.
But they could have had alcohol earlier in the evening but were not drunk at 3am? Otherwise, I wonder if one or both of them had cocaine that night or something similar like marijuana.
10. They intend to push for a full murder trial and will refuse a lesser plea.
So does this imply that the police have definitely found evidence of permeditation and a motive? Maybe OP's lawyers have now advised him that his intruder story is not going to get him acquitted hence he wants to enjoy his last months of freedom with no bail conditions, escape if he can, feign suicidal thoughts to get sympathy and leniency, sell his properties and put proceeds into long-term investments.