I was just sitting and thinking and I suddenly had a thought and I'd like to put it out there and get some feedback. I haven't really thought it through myself but I was thinking about how I've had a difficult time, like a lot a people I believe, in letting go of the white truck. I know the subject has been covered and the official word is that it was not related, that the driver of the truck was a business owner and he was out picking up employees to start their early day. I know this has been stated as fact, so I was trying to look a little deeper below the surface and try to understand WHY I've had such a problem letting it go and then I just all of sudden think that maybe that truck didn't circle the block twice, maybe since these contractors white trucks are so common, literally a dime a dozen, that maybe there was another one. A nearly identical one that just made it appear that the same truck passed the security camera twice. I'm sure I'm reaching a little, or a lot, but I've just never been able to accept the OD/panic situation. Not with these boys. All these boys are poster children of entitlement. I have a feeling none of them have ever experienced the real consequences of their bad behaviors and rather than being afraid or in a panic over an o.d.'d girl, on the contrary my instincts tell me these boys wouldn't be all that concerned, not for L.S. and certainly not about being in some sort of trouble that Daddy couldn't get them out of. Of course, I could be wrong and they could each and everyone of them be the epitome of compassion and humility. It's possible, I guess. I just feel like I'm looking at all these loose threads, threads for Z.O. and A.B. and D.B. Threads for "A" white truck even if not "THE" white truck, threads for the White River and construction companies connected to it, threads for Kelly Wold and her roommate walking down 11th and passing by outside of 5 North at 3:45 a.m. and 4:20 a.m. but NOT seeing L.S. or hearing a thing, and more threads for rape and murder, and it's like all these threads are just missing one connecting knot and once it's added, all of these other random threads are just going to pull together into a perfect lace of truth.