I used to suffer from terrible anxiety attacks. When I went to a dr., he flat out told me that I was repressing memories of sexual abuse... sounds cliched I know, but honestly, I believed him. To this day, years later, I haven't remembered, but there have been glimmers of memory. What forced me to go to the dr. was this...I was 17 years old and at a party with a friend. I admit that I smoked weed, but that was all...and it was the same weed everybody else smoked. Relaxed, I leaned back against the couch and realized I felt 'weird'. I stood up & the next thing I remember is 'coming to', and hearing a blood curdling scream. I was doing the screaming...and had picked up and was holding a very large fully stocked refrigerator. I slammed it down on the floor, looked around me, and could tell that every single person there, was scared of lil ol me. Well, I started having anxiety attacks and eventually made it to a psychiatrist. He explained that I had relaxed enough to let my mental gaurd down, & had remembered, but then I physically forced those memories back down. I know in my gut that's exactly what happened. It's not like I've forgotten, but more like something I just haven't thought about in a long time. Anyway, whatever it was, made me temporarily insane. I didn't hurt anybody, but I could have. If somebody had interfered during those seconds of fugue state, I think I might have killed him with my bare hands...and not even known it! I'm not making excuses for KC, I don't know what her mentality was, but something could be wrong with her and maybe there's more going on than just evil. If I had done something horrible, I would have immediately confessed and not driven around with a dead body, that's for sure, so IMO she knows enough to cover her backside. But my point is this...abuse can and does make some people mentally ill. MOO.