chihuahua
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I swear I am not a "bot" or some sort of never sleeping troll LOL.
These are just the prime moments I really have the quiet time to catch up and read as well as work in the background as an interventionist and a supporter of sobriety and suicide awareness.
So I just completed my latest "adventure" and find myself back thinking about dear Lucas.
Dear Lucas,
I was out driving in the rain on my way home having fears for your safety[.:bowdown:-----that's me being glad I made it home.]
These kind of grownup fears are not the kind of fears you should have ever had to feel, like when you had to call her "Emily".
Like when you said "she doesn't like me any more".
Those were sad thoughts for a special boy like you to have had.
And I am so very sorry for that. If I could scoop you up in my arms and bring you home I would. In a second. For real.:yes:
Where are you honey?
What can we do to find you?
You know we all know that your spirit is never going to die. It just won't.
I continue to hope and pray that you are still with us, although it doesn't seem likely right now.:tears:
How I wish you were home with those that love and need you sweet boy.
If you can possibly do so, please send them a clue as to where they can find you.:floating:
Your mother and daddy and the rest of your family are missing you so very badly.
We who have never met you have grown to love you a whole whole bunch too.
May today be your day Lucas.
Love,
Chi (and little Sancha) :heartbeat:
These are just the prime moments I really have the quiet time to catch up and read as well as work in the background as an interventionist and a supporter of sobriety and suicide awareness.
So I just completed my latest "adventure" and find myself back thinking about dear Lucas.
Dear Lucas,
I was out driving in the rain on my way home having fears for your safety[.:bowdown:-----that's me being glad I made it home.]
These kind of grownup fears are not the kind of fears you should have ever had to feel, like when you had to call her "Emily".
Like when you said "she doesn't like me any more".
Those were sad thoughts for a special boy like you to have had.
And I am so very sorry for that. If I could scoop you up in my arms and bring you home I would. In a second. For real.:yes:
Where are you honey?
What can we do to find you?
You know we all know that your spirit is never going to die. It just won't.
I continue to hope and pray that you are still with us, although it doesn't seem likely right now.:tears:
How I wish you were home with those that love and need you sweet boy.
If you can possibly do so, please send them a clue as to where they can find you.:floating:
Your mother and daddy and the rest of your family are missing you so very badly.
We who have never met you have grown to love you a whole whole bunch too.
May today be your day Lucas.
Love,
Chi (and little Sancha) :heartbeat: