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I’m way late. Sorry, my mind is a mess over this right now. Oh the things I want to say and do to that step monster....instead I think I will do this:
I am so very sorry precious Lucas! Sorry you had to spend a second of your short 5 years here with such a disgusting human. You deserved so so so much better and so much more. More time, more love, more hugs, more kisses, more learning, more laughing, more tickles, more birthdays, more fun, more friends, more school, more superheroes, more nurturing, more protection, more LIFE. I just pray that wherever you are, you can see and feel how much EVERYONE not just likes, but ADORES you! It was never your fault little guy, EVER! Watch over your mama, she’s going to need an angel like you to get through this.