It is hard for me to find any pity for AH whatsoever. He truly was living out the American dream and had been given the opportunity of a lifetime. No amount of money could remove what was really deep inside of him. With AH it was like trying to put perfume on a pretty exterior package to hide what was truly reeking underneath that false exterior. In his heart he was a very bad man who felt he could do anything he wanted to others, and get away with it....even murdering others. He was so arrogant he thought he was untouchable.
I think he knew he was darned lucky to be found NG by the last jury and he also knew his murder conviction would very likely hold up under any, and all appeals. So in the end, he took the cowardly way out.
Him not leaving a suicide note is not suspicious to me. Only 1/3 of suicide victims leave suicide notes. Most do not.
There is no one to blame for the grave harm he caused his victims and also devastated their families but AH, himself. He thought he was above the law, but the jury showed him he was not, and he was just another common murderer in our criminal justice system.
I couldn't even post when I read about him being found NG in his last trial. THAT was more shocking to me than him taking the easy way out by committing suicide so he wouldn't have to serve the punishment he was given . It made me have flashbacks to other injustices because the defendant just happened to be a well known celebrity.
Praying for all the victims involved and their families.
I am sure they would have much rather seen him serve his sentence than this. But in prison for inmates there are no mansions, abusing others just for power/control and fun, no fancy cars or firearms or women hanging on both arms, and he knew there never would be.
IMO