From the moment I heard your voice and saw your face, I felt like I had always known you. If I had children at this moment, I would have full faith putting them in your care. What Josh did to you was very wrong. Multiple shames on HIM, but NONE ON YOU. Only praise for you because you were who those boys needed all these months and that is what they will take with their souls. You showed them love, a listening ear, and support. That's what their souls will remember. Charlie and Braden will send you their love if you stop and let them do that --- and you will feel it. Bless you for being you and dedicating your life to making the difference in these children's lives. The world needs so many more like you. Please be gentle with yourself and take good care of you now.