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Julianne McCrery's self-help book of sleeping tips
sheds some light on a troubled woman overwhelmed by her life circumstances.
It takes her only 19 pages to mention her son, who became nationally known and mourned after his body was discovered May 14 in South Berwick, Maine.
She writes that her "little guy" was ill for eight months.
He had major ear problems and difficulty eating.
He was prone to "tantrums" that apparently took their toll on McCrery.
"It was insane! He was up in the night in pain, but would go back to sleep with the pain medication," she writes, explaining later, "He's well now after surgery
and still rocks one wild tantrum after another when frustrated."
She makes no mention in the book's 68 pages about the bright-eyed intelligence others described in Hughes. The only other direct reference to Hughes is a comment about taking daily naps with him.
An oblique reference to Hughes can be found in perhaps the book's most disturbing section.
McCrery goes on for pages about "attack thoughts" spurred by aggravations that "will blossom like madness" if unchecked.
"Toys left out to booby trap the trip to the rest room in the dark generally mean more attack thoughts," she writes.
In the same section, she jokes about killing an incessantly barking neighborhood dog and
other angry thoughts that "go around and around like vicious sharks."
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