I'm going to skip the stuff of nightmares...my husband has terminal cancer and I had my own nightmares last night.
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your hubby!!!!
Sorry for O/T
I have no words for this. Just found out I will never bear another child, nor hold a newborn as my own, and I read this, If I say what I want to say, I will be banned from WS for life.