I worked back then for the American Red Cross, and with & for Holocaust survivors.
On that day, a reporter for a national magazine was there at our center to interview me for a story about my /the Center's work trying to locate Holocaust survivors around the world.
We had no television or radios in the center, and this was well before the time everyone had cell phones. The reporter had just begun interviewing me when I heard, in the background, our receptionist on the phone with her daughter, and her exclamations about a plane hitting the World Trade Center. "But it's such a clear day," I remember her saying.
The interview went on, as did the receptionist's phone conversation. And then, everything stopped. The journalist, myself, and a room full of Holocaust survivors listened as Pat, the receptionist, relayed the news that a second plane had hit the second tower.
I'll never forget the silence that followed. Or, the gathering of all of us around a table in the middle of our main room, holding hands, praying, almost all of us crying, mostly silently, as the reality hit us that perhaps thousands of people were dying in the very minutes we stood there, holding on to each other.
Being with Holocaust survivors that day made the experience more immediate, more real, and even more awful, because I witnessed the response of those incredibly brave and remarkable folks who had over the years become family to me; the real time post traumatic shock on their faces, the horrors of war brought back to them.
My husband called, he was trying to drive home, but we lived near DC, and he didn't know if and when he'd make it home that night.
The Red Cross responds to disasters, which means when everyone else gets to go home in a disaster, employees's work begins in earnest.
I supervised the Holocaust survivor volunteers. They needed to go home. So did I. I insisted to management that we be allowed to go, and we all left, on September 11. We all returned the next day, and for that day and for over a week, all of us put aside Holocaust-related work and answered the phone calls of people calling from states away, begging to be allowed to help, however they could, in any way, and immediately- including by giving blood, and the literally countless offers of tools, machinery, & strong arms to go to NYC and to dig in Ground Zero to try to find survivors.