[video=youtube;qKIOFzCRVAo]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qKIOFzCRVAo[/video]
"...'This is the worst mistake of my life, it's the worst thing I've ever done, it's the worst thing I ever could have seen myself doing.
In fact I couldn't have seen myself doing it. Before that day I wouldn't even want to harm a spider ...
To this day I can hardly believe I was capable of such violence but I know that I was, and for that I'm really sorry for the rest of my life, probably longer'....
... When she says that she's sorry, she was apologizing for being "capable of such violence."
She never faced the Alexander family directly and told them, 'I'm sorry for murdering your brother Travis.'
The day that happens will probably never come."