SpanishMossAntiques
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I've been reading through her SM on FB, and she certainly seems like she was profoundly depressed- enough so that she apparently had a difficult time getting out of the house, and may not have done so without her dogs. Just look at her post from October 21st on her FB page - OMG, that sounds like someone who is really struggling... Also, she did not write anything in FB between July and October - why?
Anyway, so of you who have seen my posts on various cases before know I used to work as a park ranger - and I can tell you that a lot of people 1. die accidentally while hiking, bike riding, etc - though most of those I'd dealt with males; older ones who fell and struck their head and died later (and refused medical care, only to go home and lie down to sleep because they had gotten very tired - they wind up with a hematoma that were not aware of and never wake up, and most often middle-aged males who were out-of-shape and doing something strenuous (there was this one hill that they'd hike up not realizing how strenuous it actually was, since the grade appeared gentle but it was actually very very long) and they'd have a heart attack, and older men who just died from heart failure while walking around, and...
2. Suicides; we had one person who left a trail of sticks and rocks that we found that led us to the body - he had sat down at the base of a huge oak tree and shot himself in the head. A woman died when she burned herself to death in her car. Still others just took pills and went to sleep. Any time I would be clearing the woods at sunset and there would be a car parked with no one in it I would worry. Especially if I made announcements over my cruiser's PA, and I'd come back 30 minutes later and the car was still there, unoccupied. After 1/2 hour past sunset I'd have to start documenting all my activities to find the missing person - at 45 minutes I'd need to start patrolling the trails, often by foot (I had to carry a lot of equipment with me, so this could be a slow process). At 1 1/2 hours we'd have to start a formal search using night-vision equipment, drones, helicopters, numerous S&R personnel, etc...
3. There was a sharply-curved road going downhill next to the preserve, and the speed limit was 25mph. Despite heavy enforcement of the speed limit by us and the sheriff, many people would speed - and every 6 months we'd have someone drive through the vehicle barrier and usually head-first into a tree. I worked the night shift, and I would always stop near that heavily wooded area and listen for groups of coyotes howling - which was usually a sign that someone had crashed and was dead, and the animals found the body.
Anyway, so of you who have seen my posts on various cases before know I used to work as a park ranger - and I can tell you that a lot of people 1. die accidentally while hiking, bike riding, etc - though most of those I'd dealt with males; older ones who fell and struck their head and died later (and refused medical care, only to go home and lie down to sleep because they had gotten very tired - they wind up with a hematoma that were not aware of and never wake up, and most often middle-aged males who were out-of-shape and doing something strenuous (there was this one hill that they'd hike up not realizing how strenuous it actually was, since the grade appeared gentle but it was actually very very long) and they'd have a heart attack, and older men who just died from heart failure while walking around, and...
2. Suicides; we had one person who left a trail of sticks and rocks that we found that led us to the body - he had sat down at the base of a huge oak tree and shot himself in the head. A woman died when she burned herself to death in her car. Still others just took pills and went to sleep. Any time I would be clearing the woods at sunset and there would be a car parked with no one in it I would worry. Especially if I made announcements over my cruiser's PA, and I'd come back 30 minutes later and the car was still there, unoccupied. After 1/2 hour past sunset I'd have to start documenting all my activities to find the missing person - at 45 minutes I'd need to start patrolling the trails, often by foot (I had to carry a lot of equipment with me, so this could be a slow process). At 1 1/2 hours we'd have to start a formal search using night-vision equipment, drones, helicopters, numerous S&R personnel, etc...
3. There was a sharply-curved road going downhill next to the preserve, and the speed limit was 25mph. Despite heavy enforcement of the speed limit by us and the sheriff, many people would speed - and every 6 months we'd have someone drive through the vehicle barrier and usually head-first into a tree. I worked the night shift, and I would always stop near that heavily wooded area and listen for groups of coyotes howling - which was usually a sign that someone had crashed and was dead, and the animals found the body.
My own view is that Esther did not commit suicide although it probably remains a line of enquiry. She had some history of depression although we don’t know how severe or what type. If she was suicidal and chose to take her life then I don’t see why using sleeping pills etc would not have been a considered option. Preferable to jumping off a ledge into a lake .. a lot more peaceful perhaps. It would have been difficult perhaps for her to get the amount of pills required, but if she did have access to them then I imagine she would have taken herself off to some peaceful spot. I still don’t think that Esther committed suicide but until we hear more news it’s an option I guess.