“Gerard stood in my way and I have treated him like **** because I held this belief…” she wrote.
Mr Fuller said the jury might think Allison Baden-Clay’s harshest critic was herself.
“She knew he didn’t love her. She has had Kerry-Anne Walker suggest to her that maybe he is having an affair,” he said.
Mr Fuller said Ms Baden-Clay did not return to depression on finding out of the affair but instead gave him an ultimatum: “her or me”.
He said Ms Baden-Clay returned to the work place to share her husband’s passions, goals and energy.
“How did he repay that? By putting an app on his phone…, by deleting his phone calls, by contacting her via an email account his wife didn’t know about and of course, telling some staff in his office that he still loved the other woman,” he said.
Mr Fuller said Baden-Clay told a counsellor he did not believe depression was an illness and a person could “snap out of it”.
He said the accused told Ms McHugh he would be with her unconditionally by July 1, 2012.
Mr Fuller said Baden-Clay’s relationship with his mistress was now quite different and they no longer had unfettered access, but instead stole moments together in brief windows.
He showed the jury Baden-Clay’s secret email to Ms McHugh on April 3, 2012: “I have given you a commitment and I intent to stick to it – I will be separated by 1 July.”
Mr Fuller said Baden-Clay was in love with Ms McHugh but was “straddling the fence” and did not have “the courage to go” or to stay.
“Does that not show the pressure… that this man was in on the 19th of April, 2012?” he said.
He showed the jury another email from the accused to his wife on April 11, 2012.
“This is agony for me too. I love you. I’m sorry you hung up on me. It sounded like you were getting very angry. I love you GG. Leave things to me now. I love you. GM,” he read.
Mr Fuller said Baden-Clay could have told Ms McHugh it was over but did not.
“Now, he’s under a tighter leash,” he said.
He said Ms McHugh told the accused it was okay if he chose his wife.
“You might think she was an intelligent woman… She fell for the Baden-Clay product and she fell hard. She was obviously in love with this man,” he said.
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