Which is why in cases like these we must embrace the good in the world. Embrace a small moment. Take in nature. When it get's too much for me I pay it forward or grab one of my grand dogs and head out to the lake. It creates a balance for me. That there is still something right in this world. It's all we can do. IMO
You know, I am certain that most of the world is good and that most people are good. It's hard to believe when we research and follow horrors like this. But it's true.
I have a very intense dreaming life. Since I was a toddler, vivid dreams, full color, intricate, they became lucid dreams around age 12, and I have a lot of recurring themes, places and events. One is tornadoes. They haunt my nightmares.
So naturally, I became obsessed with tornadoes. I watch a lot of tornado videos. People in the middle of them, storm chasers, etc.
Sorry for what may seem like an off topic narrative, (I've been sick so a bit rambly possibly) but I learned something about instinctual human nature watching those videos. Their first instincts aren't to help themselves. They are to help one another. Of course their loved ones first, but even total strangers.
I've watched these videos of storm chasers rolling through a just devastated neighborhood and you see shell shocked people emerge from the rubble and immediately go almost zombie like to their neighbors and start removing debris to find their neighbors! Amazing.
Same things with earthquakes. People just rush to rescue each other. Watching how humans instinctually react to natural disaster says everything I need to know about true human nature.
Here is a "video" I go back to a lot. It's horrifying. The devastating E5 Joplin tornado that killed so many. Two friends were driving in a truck when the radio told them to get into shelter. They got to a convenience store and started recording. You can't see much because it's dark. But you can immediately hear these two young men start planning with others in the store and the female manager to try to figure out where to put everyone to keep them safe. Where they ended up was the only thing left standing on the property and barely. The video is scary as hell. You can hear the beginnings of it approach and it escalates to an inferno of terror. It really gives you the full intensity of a tornado. But listen to how the people react to one another, how they try to keep each other calm, safe, and protected. They reassure one another, worry about how they're doing, and express love to total strangers:
I hope this is not considered off topic. I think in the face of a horrible case like this, these reminders of who we really are as humans are so important.