Personal Update : 9/26/2009 "Gotta Get Back On The Grind"
With all the horrible recent events, ive had to take a lot of time off of work as far as getting back on the hustle and grind, out of respect for the current situation. We have taken time to grieve (as we always will) and will continue to do so. But now, we hafto get back on the grind, Orders need to ship, new products need to be added to the store, and promotion must resume. No doubt some people will try and say i am trying to capitalize on the horrible recent events, but the bottom line is this, i dont have a nine to five job, music is how i pay my bills and keep fed, in order to keep doing that, i must keep grinding. So i thought i would post this thread up before promotion etc resumes and people start hating on me for it as im sure they will.
Ive seen the worst in people this last week, ive seen the horrible face the media has, and ive seen more ignorance then i can possible believe, ive gotten death threats (though thats not terribly new), my names been dragged through the mud, ive been called this and called that (though thats not really new) and i got some ****ing idiot out there trying to ruin my life by saying i run a satanic gang and was involved in 9/11
. None the less and more horribly than the above, i lost 3 good freinds, on top of another recent death i have been dealing with. I have realized a lot about myself, and about the world, how the world functions, and what drives people. But me being me, i must push through all of this and bring a positive out of a negative. Though i have seen the worst, ive also seen the best in people, ive seen a community of fans, artists and just all around great people ban together under a unified flag, its just sad that it took a tragedy to do that.
No doubt all recent events have changed me, for the better.
One common question i keep getting asked is "Do you plan to change your music and maybe calm down because of what happened, do you still plan to keep killmusick, and do you plan on making your camp calm down" I will awnser this question one last time... I aint going no where, im not quitting, in fact, from here its only gunna get MORE blasphemous, MORE violent and more ****ing BRUTAL, and that applies to ALL of my Camp. If we were change what were doing, it would be like slapping them girls in the face becuase thats why they LOVED SKR. And Killmusick will be in as much full force as it ever was and then some.
I wanna thank everyone here for all your support and opinions during this ****ed up situation, i am humbled and honored to be graced with the presence of such good people and true supporters.
-Sick
