I'd like to apologize to all websleuth members. When I read Hollyblue's post that suggested my posts be taken to court, I freaked out. My automatic response was fear of CC finding out I have shared info with authorities. I was thinking, omg, he's going to find out and come after me.
The fact is, he is just a man. He doesn't have inhuman strength. IMO, he doesn't have very many friends. His family never seemed to embrace him (except sister). Since he's in jail, he cannot show up on my doorstep. And even if he did show up, I know him. I know whats beneath the facade. His game only works if you aren't expecting it.
I apologize for my knee jerk reaction. It's been awhile since I've had to deal with him. Back 'then', when I was trying to get the he** away from him, I realized I was giving him all the power by fearing him. When I stood up and finaly saw him for what he his, I began to have a normal life with my kids, and he began to back off. He doesn't know how to play his game if his game piece isn't afraid of him. I'm embarrassed to say that I fell back into old habits. I'm sorry.
I am overwhelmed by the concern everyone has shown for my safety. I appreciate everyone's advice. Thank you all so much. I am very touched by everyone's concern.
I apologize for over reacting. I appreciate everyone's input.