A Memory Forever Engrained
Holly Smith remembers walking up the steps to the Ramsey home: the big candy canes more jarring than festive considering the circumstances. The house was lavishly decorated.
Smith recalls, "It was big and it was meandering and it was schmanzy fancy."
It was the third day of the investigation into the murder of JonBenet Ramsey. Smith was head of the Boulder County Sexual Abuse team and has been called into the investigation, as she says, "to consult about some of the dynamics and some of the things people suspected might be going on with this case."
She started, as always, with a visit to the childs bedroom. "That's a really important piece of getting a real feel for a family," Smith explains.
With portfolio pictures galore and closets full of JonBenets elaborate pageant outfits, Smith says she had a hard time getting a feel for who the little girl really was, even in her bedroom.
She recalls, "I just had a sense the type of decor in her bedroom was not really a child's decor."
One poignant find that she does recall was a red satin box with what looked like JonBenets secret stash of candy.
She found something else in the room, however, which raised an immediate red flag. Smith says most of the panties in JonBenets dresser drawers had been soiled with fecal material.
"There is this dynamic of children that have been sexually abused sometimes soiling themselves or urinating in their beds to keep someone who is hurting them at bay," explains Smith.