yosande
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I had a dream last night hat I think relates to the case.
I dreamed that I was in a drug den. Everyone was high and there was a baby crying in a back room somewere. I knew I had to find the baby but it was dark and I kept tripping over people. I decided to go outside to see If i could see inside one of the outside windows to find the baby. When I got outside I saw that the house I had been in was the house I use to live in when I was much younger (and on drugs at the time).Mind you my home at that time was NOT a drug den and actually was very clean and well kept. I could hear the baby even louder now and stepped back to look up at the front outside 2nd story windows. To my left I heard and then saw my 17 month old son walking across the neighbors lawn. There was tons of blood coming out of his left ear and mouth. Immediatley I knew that he had fallen from the back porch (which was on the second story of the house and had no stairs) I ran toward him thinking he was going to die and I scooped him up. When I turned his face toward me it wasnt him but Caylee. The blood was gone and she was soaking wet. There was water in her mouth and bubbles coming out of her nose. Her little body was heavy,cold and lifeless. I started to cry and wail with everything in me. I knew I was guilty but I didnt know why. My oldest son (15) walked up to me and kissed my forehead and took the lifeless Caylee away from me and told me to go make her bed. Suddenly I was in front of my house now. My husband was cutting the lawn and all of my children and a very alive Caylee were playing in the back yard. I went to make Caylee a bed in the bedroom but as soon as I stepped in the house I was in the drug den agian...playing out the same scenerio as before but I couldnt find my way out of the house this time.
I am not sure what the dream meant but I woke up sick this morning and feeling like junk.That had to be one of the most horrible dreams I have ever had.
nomb, but when you lived in that house, was it 15 years ago?