Hi, I've been I member for about a month now, but have been "lurking" since this case started. I hardly know how to use a computer, yet alone how to blog. I think you guys are AMAZING! You think of things that would never have crossed my mind. Such a great diverse group of intelligent people!
I would like to give some insight about the whole "wiping of the eye and then looking at the finger" thing. I used to do that to my husband (during our dating stage) I did the same thing but, it wasn't to check my make-up (which back then I would put on just to go to the mail box!) It's was to see the size of the tear and if it was believable or not. He of course caught on to my "crocodile tears" and I have since grown out of the "pity party" stage.
I am a young mother, 23, I have 23 month old and a 7 month old. Before my children, the world was about me. Since my blessings, every dime I have goes into buying new clothes, dolls, toys, ect... My husband says I'm a bit excessive

. But they bring me such joy I just want to repay them with all the love affection and of course spoiling. My point is, as most of the mothers in here would understand, I haven't really bought anything for myself in 2 years. (except maternity clothes

) Make up? What's that? If we're going out as a family I spend my time making sure my Prince and Princess look their best (because they are the stars where ever we go) I'm 23 and that whole "trying to be hip cool and stylish" didn't even matter anymore, so not all 20 somethings carry themselves that way.
I almost lost my son at birth, was such a wreck they had to put me completely under. I could not even imagine (and I don't even try because that alone would send me into pure hysteria) losing any of my children. Let alone stay cool, calm, and collective when being charged for the death of my own flesh and blood.
My faith tells me to pray for those that need it the most, and I pray for Casey everyday that she will ask Caylee for forgiveness.
Thank you all for what you do! I'm glade to see that I'm not the only addict!
