AZ AZ - Tia Payne, 18, Phoenix, 30 September 2009

[Wildheart48]

Thank you Sunshine... I just got back from Montana... business. I carry her everywhere I go. I always have. Still waiting...

 

[Wildheart48]

BUMP BUMP BUMP!!!! Next Tuesday will mark the 4th year that Tia's body was found... Still holding on to hope and a prayer... :heartbeat:

 

[Wildheart48]

BUMP!!!!!!!!!! Funny thing happened today... I was thinking how this all seems to have been forgotten... no responses from anyone lately to my inquiries... I felt heavy hearted when I awoke and asked my Creator to help me with this. I get to work and check my email and find several messages from someone who is looking into this case. Prayers are always answered... so BUMP BUMP BUMP!!!!!!!!!!!! :loveyou::happydance: :great:

 

[sloane7777]

BUMP!!!!!!!!!! Funny thing happened today... I was thinking how this all seems to have been forgotten... no responses from anyone lately to my inquiries... I felt heavy hearted when I awoke and asked my Creator to help me with this. I get to work and check my email and find several messages from someone who is looking into this case. Prayers are always answered... so BUMP BUMP BUMP!!!!!!!!!!!! :loveyou::happydance: :great:

yay yay yay yay yay Funny how that works huh? xoxo !!!!!!!!

 

[Wildheart48]

I have been having this reoccurring dream... Tia was killed by people she knew and trusted. Someone keeps taking me to a scene where she is surrounded by them. Jealousy is standing there smiling... I am helpless to stop what happens... but then we are in another place and Tia smiles at me and I know everything will be alright and what I have been searching for is coming to pass soon. Just thought I would share...

 

[sloane7777]

I have been having this reoccurring dream... Tia was killed by people she knew and trusted. Someone keeps taking me to a scene where she is surrounded by them. Jealousy is standing there smiling... I am helpless to stop what happens... but then we are in another place and Tia smiles at me and I know everything will be alright and what I have been searching for is coming to pass soon. Just thought I would share...

thats the thought I have always had, I think there is someone who wont be able to carry that weight, they arent as strong as you and I , they might think they are, but with time it will become too much. I swear I catch myself sounding like my Grandma but I dont think alot of these gansta wanna be's can really hang like we did back in the day or survive their own demons. I think we were lucky at that age, and now we just know better and do better, I dont think the lesson is learned as much anymore with the tech age and sense of entitlement things are just different and I hope this person is as weak as I imagine or just talks too much -thats what Im waiting for.

 

[Wildheart48]

:websleuther:Bump bump bump!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think this year will be the year....

 

[Wildheart48]

:heartbeat:You are never forgotten my angel...

I touched your face for the last time
You said, broken hearts and bruises heal
Your name is my love, gave me a smile they couldn't steal
Just know I miss you, just know I miss you,
Just know I miss you, just know I miss you
I miss you and always will

 

[ktgirl]

Wildheart, I am eternally hopeful for Tia to receive justice.

I have a baby now and cannot imagine what you have gone through.

Sending you love & positive energy!

 

[sloane7777]

Bumping for Tia ! Someone knows something.

 

[sloane7777]

Bumping this , Tia, every time I log on I hope to see something different , some movement on this thread, you aren't forgotten, the silence on this thread makes me want scream , I truly believe in karma I hope the that put his hands on you is living a horrible existence and feels like he has to look over his shoulder 24/7, he took something beautiful from the world (you) and left something ugly and worthless (him) I'm so sorry.

 

[Wildheart48]

It's been quite awhile... I almost posted on Tia's birthday as we went to visit her resting place in Payson... I told my daughter all the things in my heart... embraced all the emotions... and let her go... along with any expectation of finding answers. I felt Tia's spirit with us and I know that everything is as it should be. It's a hard truth for some people but Tia left when it was her time... how she left, no matter how horrible, is not what I should be focusing on... Truth will be revealed when it's time has come, if that is what our Creator has chosen. Whomever is responsible for what happened to Tia will not escape what they live with... at some point dues will be paid.
Life is a tapestry of mystery and no matter what path we "choose" to walk, it is the path chosen for us. There are many tormented spirits among us living with their secrets... and those are the ones I pity because there is no remedy for their affliction. Tia is free...
She is free from the pain and suffering inflicted daily in this imperfect place. There are many who miss her... but there will be the time when she is with the ones meant to cross paths with her again... and joy will once again shine on all... but for those who's purpose was to bring the harm they brought to her... you will never find peace... THAT is your path.

Forgive me my rant... just felt it had to be shared for someone.

 

[ontheclock]

Wow, I recognized Tia's name as soon as I saw it.

Thank you so much for posting again. Peace. That was a very moving post.

 

[Wildheart48]

Thank you "Ontheclock"... you said you recognized Tia's name... Did you know her?

 

[Montjoy]

Thank you "Ontheclock"... you said you recognized Tia's name... Did you know her?

Well, not to speak for Otc -- but on reading her/his post, my first thought was that s/he had read this thread before, something that has been kept alive in no small part because of your work.

Just my guess/opinion, as someone who is also keeping a candle lit here. Best wishes WH.

 

[Kell1]

I apologize I didn't read through all 23 pages of posts

Is there anywhere that just lists the facts in her case?

Id also be interested in a COD if that has been determined .

 

[sloane7777]

I apologize I didn't read through all 23 pages of posts

Is there anywhere that just lists the facts in her case?

Id also be interested in a COD if that has been determined .

the movement on this seems so slow.... Wildheart has a person in the cold case division I'm sure she will point you to them Rich , This whole case is so disturbing on so many levels , the info is minimal, This Mama deserves some answers, and people should not be loose on society , but they appear to be very connected , if she wasn't so remote when she was found, Id call it a hit, but so little info!

 

[sloane7777]

It's been quite awhile... I almost posted on Tia's birthday as we went to visit her resting place in Payson... I told my daughter all the things in my heart... embraced all the emotions... and let her go... along with any expectation of finding answers. I felt Tia's spirit with us and I know that everything is as it should be. It's a hard truth for some people but Tia left when it was her time... how she left, no matter how horrible, is not what I should be focusing on... Truth will be revealed when it's time has come, if that is what our Creator has chosen. Whomever is responsible for what happened to Tia will not escape what they live with... at some point dues will be paid.
Life is a tapestry of mystery and no matter what path we "choose" to walk, it is the path chosen for us. There are many tormented spirits among us living with their secrets... and those are the ones I pity because there is no remedy for their affliction. Tia is free...
She is free from the pain and suffering inflicted daily in this imperfect place. There are many who miss her... but there will be the time when she is with the ones meant to cross paths with her again... and joy will once again shine on all... but for those who's purpose was to bring the harm they brought to her... you will never find peace... THAT is your path.

Forgive me my rant... just felt it had to be shared for someone.

That's not a rant , my dear one that is coping! its the ones left behind that have the pain! Yes Tia exists in pure happiness /no pain but you have to exist feeling like something is around the corner only to be let down over and over, YOU JUST DONT KNOW HOW STRONG YOU REALLY ARE ! some people would just give up, you letting go is not the same as giving up. xoxo!

 

[Kell1]

Unfortunately not much can be gleaned from what is listed here , unless more facts in the case are released

 

[Wildheart48]

RichKelly,
Thank you for your interest. I couldn't pin point where or what pages you could check out, if you would like to ask specifics, please PM me and I can tell you what I know. I can tell you right now that exact COD could not be determined, but there was evidence of Blunt force trauma and strangulation. Facts... a lot does not add up. :banghead: