Hope4More 
has requested that I post my notes on Lawrence's book on this thread- (I post a few chapters each day if anyone is interested)
This is what I have so far: (Lawrence's actual words in quotes and italics)
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Trapped With Ms. Arias
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Forward- by Caroline Aeed (fellow student at law school)
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Met at University of Wyoming College of Law
Lawrence passionate and very serious about studies
Was funny
As a student argued in front of the Wyoming Supreme Court several times
Caroline and Lawrence applied for position at the Maricopa Co Public Defender's office after graduation and studied for the bar (L failed 1st time by "only a few pts., but passed second time)
L took on cases that no one else wanted- child molesters, rapists
L was
"balanced, serious, and a methodical organized trial lawyer"
L can
"stay in 'lawyer mode' with his clients and not get personally involved"
Caroline left to open up private practice and L was to follow her
Plan L had to go into private practice was put on hold because of the murderer's case
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Introduction
L had a daily calendar with teachings and philosophy's of Deepak Chopra
Kept one page of the calendar with this thought:
"The best thing that could happen to you is happening right now"
Kept it because
"things happen for a reason and somewhere down the road you will discover the meaning"
"writing this book served as an exercise that I hope will get me to the answer of why"- ( why being the murderer's attorney) was "
the best thing for me"
writing book is not about making money- it's
"more about satisfying my own curiosities, it is also about aiding others"
will hope some readers
" might learn something from the truth of what occurred between Ms Arias and Mr Alexander....there are lessons to be learned.. about the unhealthy relationship.. in hopes that they will get out of the relationship before they harm themselves or others.. I think I will anger many readers"
He calls the murderer's supporters
"misguided"
doesn't understand why there are
"sides" in the case- it's a tragedy that could have been prevented and will discuss how he thinks it could have been prevented
another reason for writing book
"besides using it as a therapeutic tool, is redemption"
- took a lot of flak from supporters of both Travis (
"asserting" the murderer's defense" and the murderer's supporters ("
not doing enough to show how she was truly innocent [their words not mine]")
- took flak from the media- saying he was a
"poor lawyer"
knew exactly what he was doing in trial/case
will discuss: his background, what life and career was before the murderer became his client, how he was assigned to case- up to opening statements on 1/2/2013.
He stated:
"Describing these things may not redeem me in the eyes of some, but that"s okay with me, my true redemption comes from being judged on the truth of who I am and the course I took."
L talks about the
"truth"
- according to L- this book will not be his
"version of the truth"
-
"when I speak of the truth it will be in objective verifiable realities"
- states that
"facts are stubborn things"
-
"when you put what you mean to believe up against what is actually true, what you want to believe may not be true"
his reasoning for title of book and picture of the handcuffs on cover: he felt trapped into representing the murderer when he couldn't get away from her ("
trapped on the case" and
"trapped with her")
calling her Ms Arias in the title:
"trying to be professional" and
"she screamed at me for calling her by her formal name", screaming "she would ruin my career if I didn't follow her commands"
he never called Travis, Mr Alexander
"as an expression of disdain, but instead out of respect"
the handcuffs: are
"golden" in color because
"golden handcuffs" mean-
"relates to a situation you do not wish to be in but the money is good"
didn't think the money was worth it
"representing Ms Arias...heck it may even prevent me from ever having a real practice"
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My thoughts:
So what is the meaning of the word:
redemption-
noun
1. an act of redeeming or atoning for a fault or mistake, or the state of being redeemed.
2. deliverance; rescue.
4. atonement for guilt.
http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/redemption
A search for redemption is, IMO, to find some resolution of the pain that you have caused others.
Redemption? ( but I think the truth of what one says lies in what one does....guess I will see).
And, to me, being sorry is a sacrament- it's an offering and a gift to others for the wrongs that have been done to them, but I don't think L is sorry.
Looks like L's redemption is #2 (of being "rescued")
He hopes he could redeem himself by making a difference with this book. Lawrence doesn't mean he wants redemption for any pain he has caused, but instead he means that he will be redeemed by what other's have thought wrong about him (because in his eyes, he has done no wrong).
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