Yeah. Finale was a bit frustrating, imo. I do feel they no longer show sympathy to CS. I mean...dude, a shovel is a brutal way to kill someone. I still don’t really understand why he felt killing her was his best option. The podcast said his journal said he’d been depressed again and taking both 5-HTP and low doses of LSD. Well, I’ve taken 5-HTP. It’s an OTC supplement that can possibly help depression. Unfortunately, it didn’t help me. What I wonder about is his “micro doses” of LSD. Could that not have negative effects on a person’s mind? Could that have aided in his decision that it was a good idea to kill Adea? He took it willingly, so I’m not trying to give him any “out” here...just trying to understand.
The journal also stated he thought she was a vampire or succubus.

Idk if he was just comparing her actions to those or if he was serious. Any thoughts?
jmo