IzzyBlanche
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okay so let's look at all the detail and what is going through RZ's mind
I am going to paint a nonsensical message high up on the wall. I am going to bleed on the carpet who cares? I am dirty even though I had a shower. My hair is even dirty. I am going to kill myself naked and in public. I am going to sexually assault myself with a knife first.
I am going to tie my hands with complicated knots behind my back so I can't struggle or fight
I'm going to. tie my feet so I can't kick
I'm going to shove this t-shirt in my mouth so I can't scream
I'm going to tie this noose to the bed instead of the railing so the railing doesn't break
I'm going to jump like a frog with my feet tied in two moves to get over the railing
I'm not feeling it are you? mOO
I never felt it from day one. The scenario makes no sense whatsoever.